Forever ( How To Love Sequel )

Ch 14 : Taking One's Own Life PART 2

Author's Note ;

This Is A Continuation Of The Last Chapter ....

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- Your Pov -

I Sat On The Couch Crying ..

Why Would Santo Commit Suicide And Leave Me With His Brother & Our Child ? Mrs.August Just Died , & He Doesn't Think This Will Affect Dontae ?

This Is Exactly What I Went Thru Growing Up... My Sister Left & Ran Away ... & My Parents Died.. I Felt So Alone.. Not Having Any Actual Blood Related Family There For Me ..

I Dont Care What Happens , I Will ALWAYS Be There For Him.. FOREVER ..

I Was Crying When The Doorbell Rang ... I Went To Answer The Door ..

You; * Answers The Door *

* Ray , Moonie , Prod , Prince , Shay , & Ja'cylynn Are At The Door .. They All Appear To Be Crying *

Moonie; * Tears In Her Eyes * Im Sorry ...

Ray; * Pulls You Into A Tight Hug * I Know You Are Hurt..

Prod; We Lost Our Bro...

Shay; I Am Sorry Yn..

Ja'cylynn; Dont Be Sad Please...

You; * Wipes Tears * Come On In...

* You All Take Seats On The Couch *

Dontae; * Comes Into The Living Room & Sits Next To You *

Ray; How Are You Feeling Sis ?

You; I Lost My Love... My Soulmate... My Future Fiancé.. My Baby Daddy .. I Lost My Rock ... He Was My Supporter ... I Lost Him...

Prod; You Have Us !

You; I Know * Crying Hard * I Just .. I Just ... Dont Know How I Am Going To Raise Two Kids On My Own ! I Am Going To Raise Dontae & Our Baby ...

Ray; We Will Be Here To Help ..

Shay; That Is True .. We Will Always Be Here ...

Prince; It Can Be Done Yn.. Lots Of Single Mothers Raise Kids Alone ..

Ja'cylynn; Plus , Dontae Is Older .. Dontae, Will You Help Make A Bottle For Your Niece Or Nephew & Be A Good Big Uncle ?

Dontae; Yes I Will !

You; It Isnt That I Dont Think I can Do It ... It Is Just , This Wasnt An Actual Intentional Pregnancy.. & I Cant Imagine Doing This On My Own ..

Ray; Yn.. I Am Sorry For Going Off On You..

You; It Is Okay .. * Hugs Ray *

Ray; I Am Really Sorry ..

You; * Pulls Out A Folded Up Note From Your Bra * Read This.. * Handing It To Ray ..

Ray; * Reads Note Out Loud *

" Dear Yn ,

If You Are Reading This , Everything Was Successful..

I Want You To Know I Love You .. I Am Sorry For What I Have Done .. Life I Have Gotten Too Overwhelmed. My Mother Died .. And My Dad Has Never Been In My Life .. I Need My Mom In My Life.. This Was Too Difficult. No One Can Take The Place Of My Mother...

Atleast , I Wont Have To Deal With This Pain .. Unfortunately , I Will Not PHYSICALLY Be There , For My Child's Birth Into This World , But Know That I Will Be There..