My Poems: The Story of Your Life? [Completed]

Suicide

I know it's not clear

But I have fear

Pulling at my heart

Life is hard

It causes pain

Like it's a game

I'm scared

Not prepared

For you to leave

Let me grieve

Let me cry

And let me die

You don't listen

Forget my vision

Of our love

It's not enough

To keep me alive

Because of lies

You've gone

I've got to move on

But you're here

Forcing a tear

To fall down my face

It's not a race

But we speed

Some succeed

Some are freed

But most just bleed

Unsure

For a cure

You've left me

You took the key

I can't forget

My regrets

They say

Don't hide away

But they unlock

Now the clock

Just ticks

It plays tricks

On my mind

I'm blind

Can't see a thing

But I cling

Onto hope

Instead is a rope

Tied in a noose

For me to use

On a hook

Just one look

And I'll slip

Lose my grip

Rope round neck

No time to beg

Choked to death

It's a mess

But I can't escape

I'm afraid

Leave me

I won't be free

You took the key

You pushed me

To suicide

Are you satisfied?

Look what you did

I was just a kid

A stupid mistake

And I break

About to die

End my try

No point

Don't disappoint

Just remember

That night in December

Where I took a rope

When I lost hope

And I said

"I should be dead"

You looked at me

And chose to agree

Walked away

Now you'll pay

I'll be gone

I was wrong

To trust you

And you knew

I'd break

Now I won't wake

Never-ending dream

It's extreme

But suicide

Simplified

Your lies

Now who's wise?

I was misled

And now I'm dead.