Precious
"Fuck am I going to do now?" I asked myself cupping my face with my hands. My heart was racing and my insides were burning. As much as I didn't want to cry right now tears found its way down my face.
How will he react? How will both of them react?
The pregnancy test proved everything I needed to know to fill the unanswered questions. From vomiting to gaining so much weight I knew something was wrong but I thought it was some kind of bug. Believe me when I say I went from 84 to 111, I was extremely fat.
I don't believe in abortion after everything I went through with Drey from losing multiply babies to being forced to have an abortion by my mother I'd never want to kill a baby.
I know I have to tell someone and Gold should be the first person to know but the guilt and all the bullshit I would have to go through, I won't be able to deal.
Finally coming to my senses I picked up my phone and called the blocked number which was on my contact list.
"I thought I would never hear from you again." His deep voice said after finally picking up.
"Lamar, I really don't have any time for chit chat right now but I need to meet you somewhere." I sighed getting up from the toilet seat before wrapping the pregnancy test in toilet paper and throwing it in the trash.
"That's fine with me, come down to my place." With that he hung up. I blew a deep breath changing into my grey sweat pants and black and pink Moschino crewneck.
"Where yo' ass going lookin' all dressed up and shit." Aaliyah said sarcastically watching me walk inside the kitchen.
"Aaliyah shut the fuck up."
"My bad." She giggled. Ever since Jasmine came back she's been more happy and calm which I'm proud of. Destiny doesn't give a fuck; she's still holding a grudge for the stupid move Jasmine pulled.
"Mommy..." Kyrie whined coming in with his inflated basketball. "It broke I need a new one."
"There's so many in the cupboard why can't you get those ones?"
"Cause the broke too."
"Well you have to wait until I do shopping cause I'm tired of buying you so many basketballs you hardly even use."
"Ball is life and without a ball there's no life." He exclaimed making Aaliyah laugh along with Jasmine. As much as I wanted to I didn't feel like joking around. The guilt was slowly but surely kicking in.
**
"Damn I missed you." Lamar said licking his plump lips letting me inside his home. He didn't waste no time in staring at my ass as I walked in. "That has been getting fat." He laughed pulling me closer to him. I didn't even budge.
I took a seat on his leather sofa and waited for him to get out of the kitchen. He seemed calmer than before like now he just seems happy to see me whereas before he was all abusive like we were even in a relationship.
"So what made you change your mind?" He asked handing me a cup of orange juice. I gladly took it out of his hands and downed it down my throat.
"Something serious came up a-and I-I thought you should be the first to know." I replied nervously fiddling with my hair. I looked around the penthouse; I didn't want to look at him.
"I feel special now what's up?" He asked as he flicked through the channels until he found something we both wanted to watch.
"Damn there's no way to sugar coat it." I sighed rubbing my stomach. He looked down like he got the hint but I knew he didn't. "I'm pregnant."
**
"Yes, right here. You are indeed pregnant! 4 months along actually." The nurse said pointing to the ultrasound. I was speechless, I don't know if I should be happy or sad.
"Damn." Was all I could say whereas Lamar kept a kool-aid smile plastered on his face.
"I've always wanted to have kids man."
"When is it too late to get an abortion?" I abruptly said causing Lamar's neck to snap.
He stood up and a evil look replaced his smile. "You ain't finna abort my baby Precious."
"It's not your baby it's ours and I don't fucking want it!"
The doctor cleared her throat. "You can abort it within the 24 weeks after that you can't. I'll leave you two alone."
"Who you think you is? You ain't God to be aborting my child!"
"I don't fucking care. I can't have it and I don't want it. It's going to ruin me! My job, my family my whole mother fucking life. I'm fine without it!"
"You acting as if I'm not even here!"
I took a seat again rubbing the sides of my face as tears fell from my eyes. "I swear you always used a condom."
"Not always." I gasped and instantly began to hit his chest and every time I had the chance I would punch his face.
"This fucking fault! What do you want from me Lamar!"
"I want you."
"You need to face reality. You can't have me."
**
I laid on my side as thoughts flooded my brain. I was overthinking to much. I don't know what I should do?
I have a finace, I cheated on him then got pregnant.
Just as I thought everything would turn better once I left Drey's fingertips things turned out for the worst. The door creecked making my sigh.
"Quality your teddy bear should be under your bed, Kyrie I'll get you a basketball in the morning."
"Why you gotta ruin your surprise?" A familiar voice said. I shot right up running to his arms holding him as tight as I could. I couldn't help but cry even though I wanted to ask so many questions. "I didn't know you'd miss me this much, Precious." He laughed planting a kiss on my forehead after I gave him millions of kisses.
"How-w, W-why you. What the fuck!" I cried onto his chest not letting go of him. He laughed holding onto my waists before picking me up making me wrap my legs around him.
"Precious. Chill." He whispered into my ears, his soothing voice made all of my worries go out the window.
"B-but I've missed you so much Gold. You said you'd be out in four years!"
"I know baby that's why there's something called a lawyer." I couldn't help but continue to cry on his shoulders. He didn't stop me; he continued to hold me like he would before.
"I love you so much Gold and I'm so sorry. I'm sorry for everything I—"
"Shh baby." He rubbed my back before laying me on the bed. He soon joined me as I wrapped my arms around him once again.
"I love you too."
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Unedited so excuse any mistakes. I'mma try and finish this story sooner than later. Meanwhile can y'all check out my new story Changing the Game and You Deserve. I hope to update this story sooner.
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