Live For the Moment (Raura)

Chapter 41

[Last Time]

Lilly: well I'm going to go get our bags quickly and *takes the blade* hide this from you then I will be back so we can work on our drama assignment

Raura: okay

She leaves the room and I help Laur stand up. I had some fruits snacks in my pocket so I pulled them out and handed then to Laura.

Ross: eat them please

Laura: okay

Ross: just please never do that again

Laura: I won't I promise... for real this time

Ross: good *pecks her lips* lets go sit down

She nods her head and I lead her to our seats. We sit down and wait for the class hour to officially start.

[Now]

@ Lunch

Lilly: so do you think that you could explain the other two times you cut yourself

Laura: yeah I guess

Laura's POV
I don't want to tell them but I have too.... especially Ross needs to know about this

Ross: so start with the one after I left

Laura: okay so it was a year and a half after you left and it was the end of 3rd grade when I realized that you weren't here anymore and.....

[Flashback]

May 30, 2005

I was sitting all alone at lunch because after Ross left it's been hard trying to make friends

???: *standing on a table* HEY EVERYBODY LOOK ITS LYNCH GIRL SITTING ALL BY HERSELF CAUSE HER LITTLE 'BOYFRIEND' MOVED AWAY BECAUSE HE HATES HER AND THINKS SHES A BORING WANNABE PERSON

I silently started crying then realizing that Ross was really not here and I didn't bother to see the fact that I miss him so much I still believe that he's here

Everyone: WANNABE, WANNABE, WANNABE, WANNABE.

???: What's wrong Lynch Girl... Ross got your tongue *laughs*

I get up and run out of the school and all the way home

[End of flashback]

Laura:......after that I started cutting but eventually Nessa found me...

[Flashback 2]

June 15, 2005

I was sitting in my room crying and scratching a blade across my wrists.... I hate that Ross isn't here anymore he was my best friend in the whole world and now he's gone. I hear a door open but I don't bother to look back

Vanessa: LAURA WHAT ARE YOU DOING

Laura: leave me alone Nessa