Broken

Chapter 28

Cal left pretty much straight after our conversation as visiting times were over and I was getting tired. I managed to sleep pretty well that night as Shane had rang me to say that he was coming to get me so I knew that I wouldn’t have to deal with everyone for a while.

I know people would probably think that I was being selfish but I really needed to do this for myself. Since splitting up with Ben, I have been on such an emotional rollercoaster and right now I really don’t know what to do with myself to be completely honest.

I had spoken to my parents and explained the situation and they agreed with me wholeheartedly about me coming to stay with them for a while. I had spoken to work and they were ok with it too especially as I couldn’t work with my broken leg anyway so we just agreed that I would go back in September which gave me 4 months off. I didn’t know how long I would be at my parents but at least I knew that I didn’t have to be back for those 4 months.

Shane rang me first thing this morning to say that he was going to go to my flat for me first and pack things that I would need which I really appreciated him doing. I didn’t want to face all the baby things that I had brought that were in the flat.

There was a knock at my door that made me look up and smile as Liam came into my small room

“Hey” he grinned

“Hi Liam” I whispered. I hadn’t spoken to him since he had to leave so Ben could speak to me. Sarah had told me that she had filled him in on what had happened so I didn’t have to repeat it to him. She also told him that Cal was here.

He came and took the seat beside me “how are you feeling?” he asked

I nodded “a lot better thank you. Shanes coming today which I kind of have to speak to you about but I don’t know how you’re going to take it” I told him seriously

“Ok I’m worried now” Liam tried to laugh

I took a breath “I’m going to stay at my parents for a while and I’m not really sure when I’ll be back. I’ve agreed with work that I don’t need to be back until September so whether I stay with my parents till then, I really don’t know. Liam I hope you understand why I’m doing this. My head is so screwed up at the minute and I’m so confused about everything. I really do care for you but I’m not sure whether my feelings grew because I genuinely do like you or whether it’s just because you were there for me. I’m not trying to a bitch, I just wanted to be honest with you” I risked a glance at him but saw him smiling as he placed his hand on mine

“Amy I understand completely I promise. You’ve gone through so much lately and I guess I probably confused things a little bit but Amy I really do think that I’ve fallen for you. I’ve always liked you anyway but to see how strong and amazing you are, just made me fall in love with you. I will wait for your decision Amy”

Before I could say anything Liam leant forward and placed his lips gently to mine. I began to kiss him back as he pulled me more into him when he then strengthened the kiss.

The kiss was getting more passionate when a throat cleared behind us. We stopped and I looked round Liam to see Sarah stood there grinning. I blushed as she started laughing “sorry to interrupt guys but I’ve come to say goodbye to Amy if that’s ok?” she smirked

Liam cleared his throat “I was just going anyway” he turned back to me and placed a kiss on my forehead “please think about what I said Amy. Ring me when you get there?” I nodded back when he then smiled and left.

“That seemed kind of heavy” Sarah frowned as she took the seat where Liam was sitting

I nodded “I told him that I was leaving and then he told me that he was in love with me”