★Soukoku Oneshots♡

Flowers | Angst | Short

"Chuuya, do you remember the first night we got together?"
"Yeah, you set up the entire thing and even put flowers all over the bed. It was so overboard."
"But you liked it , didn't you? Even asking me for a second rou-"
"Shut up Mackerel!"
It was their first anniversary since the day they got together. They recalled great memories of the confession, and it brought a smile to both their faces. They were sitting on the apartment rooftop, while lying down on it, watching the moon glow and the stars shine as the ginger took a few glasses of wine, the other taking whiskey. The said man noticed the brunette's weird behaviour, before questioning him.
"What are you hiding?"
"Nothing!" He said, stifling his laughter.
"It's never nothing when you say it is!"
"Okay, fine then! If my loving girlfriend is so impatient~"
"I'm not your girlfriend! Now show me-"
His phrase was quickly interrupted by a kiss, a rather soft one than a rough one as the other took out a bouquet of flowers. The flowers were red roses, in the middle of them lied a small red box, not quite visible as it blended in with the roses.
"What's that?" The ginger asked confusingly.
"Just take it!"
"Ok?"
As the ginger slowly opened the crimson red box that was tied up with a pale white ribbon, he saw a shining, golden necklace with a small heart charm, which on it was written: "From: D.O, To: C.N". The ginger almost cried at that moment, not knowing what that strange feeling was. The brunette noticed the tears swelling up in the other's eyes as he rushed up to him, concerned.
"Why are you crying?! Is it bad?! I can get you another one!"
"It's perfect... too perfect for me. I can't take it."
"Nonesense Chibi. Stop talking shit and accept it or else I'll make you shorter by having to make you sit in a wheelchair!"
"Huh?"
"Chibi, you're so dense!"
"I am not!"
The brunette laughed as the ginger put on the necklace, and pulling the taller into a warm embrace, as he buried his face into the taller's chest.
"If you want, I can put flowers on our bed to remind you of our first night." The brunette said with a smirk.
"And we can sleep on them."
He added.
"Sure, but don't go too hard."
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Today was the day that flowers slept on the brunette, as the ginger stood there alone, in the rain as he sobbed quietly. He remembered all the old times, when they first met, when they had their first night, their anniversaries, it all pained him as he thought about how useless and pathetic he was for not saving him.
"I knew I didn't deserve that necklace or the flowers." He thought to himself as he clutched the necklace tightly.
"It's all my fault, it's all my fault."
He repeated those words to himself as the sobbed harder. He wanted to go back to the past. He wanted to be with him again. It had been 2 days since Dazai had gone missing, and now here he was, sleeping peacefully with the same species of red roses sleeping on him after he was found. Chuuya remembered the words- no, the last things that Dazai had told him the day before he was missing.
"Chuuya, listen to me. You remember when I said that for our first night we slept on flowers? Well, turns out, that if we sleep on flowers, it's our first night, but if flowers sleep on us, it's our last night."
The ginger fell to his knees while screaming the same words.
"WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO?! I'M SORRY, WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO?!"
He stopped every few minutes to breathe in for air, as a certain red haired woman in a pink sakura kimono came up to him.
"He's gone Chuuya. Let him go."
He calmed down, tears still running down his cheeks as he remembered his lover's last words.
"if we sleep on flowers, it's our first night, but if flowers sleep on us, it's our last night."

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A/N: Sorry if it was horrible, im not very good at making angst! I got the idea from this tt vid i saw, so i hope you enjoyed it!

Total word count: 735