YOU AND ME- Shubman Gill & Devdutt Padikkal ( NOT BL)

CHAPTER 11

1st match was a glorious win for Indian team..eda was player of the match with most runs ....since it was a long day the after match meeting didn't last long it was only for 20min of appreciation

The team bus was full of chaos music dance and fun
This win was needed for our team ....the joy was visible in everyone's eyes

After reaching hotel everyone got fresh up and came down for dinner

Eda has decided to break the ice with Shubman..... after 20min of wait she finally found shubman alone not surrounded by anyone

Eda : hey .....I think you should have the salad it's good

Shubman : so .....is the ' Avoid Shubman Gill' period over or some part is still left

Eda : I'm really really really sorry....I didn't mean to ignore you but it just happened.....my behaviour was out of normal .....I have never behaved like this

Shubman: have you ever said to a man that he makes you feel good?

Eda : no never.....what I mean was I'm not someone who ignores if some issue happens I prefer sorthing things by conversations

Shubman: then let's have a conversation tell me whatever you feel like telling

Eda : that night what ever I spoke was out of comfort and pure fri

Her words were cut off by Shubman

Shubman : Say friends. I dare you

Eda : then what are we?

Shubman : I LOVE YOU

Eda felt as if her heart stopped beating ,everything around her seems blur except for shubman she kept on starting at him with her eyes wide

Shubman: I didn't want to repeat the mistake I did in past eda I waited till I was sure about what I was feeling for you was not some kind of attraction....

Sometimes when you look at me I feel like you see it all . My soul, my heart, my pain you see how messed up I really am, yet it doesn't drive you away. You understand the parts of me that I don't even understand yet . You are surely lovely person to me. The most loving. It seems as though our souls are old friends

I love you . Today tonight tomorrow. Forever if I  were to live a thousand years I would belong to you for all of them. I would want to make you mine in each one

I'm not expecting you to give me an positive response eda Because I don't know what exactly you feel for me.....all I wanted to say is you'll never be  an friend to me eda you are something which I feel worth living.....a person for whome I fell harder than I ever thought I would

This feeling which eda was having was totally new for her ....this feeling felt forbidden for her ....her breath became deeper and an thin layer of water form in the eye her throat became dry her whole body felt numb her heart was in panic

Her waves of these new emotions were stopped by an voice
" Seems like you both are having an serious conversation" it was Rohit

Shubman: there is nothing like that Bhai

Shubman and Rohit were busy in talking and eda made her way back to her room

Eda never believed in love ...she belived that nothing was permanent at a point everything leaves you and its not like she is against love she just couldn't trust love
Love, marriage, family was never part of her plans she made her mind to never fall in love the moment she saw her parents who loved eachother and got married taking divorce in the court after 12yrs of marriage....she still remember those nights when her mom and dad used to fight thinking she was asleep
Her parents tried their best to act as perfect couple infront of their kids but they didn't knew what their kids were going through seeing their perfect parents being imperfect couple
Eda was brought up under her mother's wing ....her mom was one of the worlds best architecture she used to work day and night to earn money to give her daughter each and everything she desires....at beginning eda used to feel hurt cause of her mother lack of time for her but she got habituated
Relationship,love, partner was never included in her bucket list
As parents they were great but as a couple they are far away from being good
She was scared to love, scared of getting her heart broken, scared of becoming like her parents

But she didn't feel that fear when shubman said that he loves her, he wants her to have him
Being with shubman was great, comforting, at ease .....with him she felt like at home

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