always - pablo gavi

➶ nineteen

"So is anybody gonna tell me what happened?" Ferran chuckles

"Huh" Joao looks at him "oh never mind"

"Cmon Pedri what is it" ferran asks

"I dunno" Pedri shrugs emoting just like this emoji 🤷‍♂️

"Isa que pasa?" He asks me

"Uh nothing" I say

"Guys cmon what is this" he huffs.The room gets awkward, so much so that 10 minutes later everyone packs up to go home.

Me and Ferran go down to the car but I stop

"I forgot my bag" I lie "be right back"

I go back to the hospital, this time alone and go to Pablo's room again.

As I open the door I see him smiling as he eats the jelly.

"Isa" he says

"I didn't say bye properly" I say coming closer to him. His smile lights up.

"I hope you get better" I smile putting my hand on his head

"Pablito" I add

"Gracias mi isa" he says "wait I need to tell you about something it's about ferra-"

"Pablo rest time" the nurse comes in. She basically kicks me out and I go back to the car.

"Did you find it?" Ferran asks as I get in

"No" I say

"It's okay" he says and we start driving again. We get to the parking lot of my apartment and he parks the car.

"Goodbye isa" he says leaning in to kiss me, I kiss him back and he starts kissing my neck and stuff.

I don't know if I'm being delusional or dramatic but I feel like whenever Ferran kisses me it's not like affectionate it's more - animal

I finally pull away from him and we say our final goodbyes before I go inside.

I smile, not thinking about Ferran but thinking about Pablo. No i can't do this, I found someone who actually likes me and cares about me. Why am I thinking about someone else?

But also Pablo isn't just anybody, he's my pablo- not to be dramatic but he was my best friend.

I lay on my bed after taking a shower to wash the hospital off me.

I'm confused, and I don't want to deal with that now so I decide to call my family to take my mind off it

"Isaaaa" mateo says as he answers the call on his iPad

"Matiii" I say "where's everybody?"

"Mama and papa left" he pouts

"Who are you with then?" I ask. He makes a chomp noise and then someone's head pokes into the screen.

"Ayy isa" he says "how are you?"

"Good"I smile "where are mama and papa"

"Your papa is at a interview and your mama and Sofia are at the shops" he says "Thiago and Ciro are at football training but this one faked a fever"

"Mateo" I say as he giggles

"I will be like eden hazard I heard he doesn't practice" he says

Me and Luis both start laughing and he ruffles his hair

"And Benjamin and Lautaro are also at training- Delphina is out with friends, so it's just me and mati" he says

"Good luck then" I laugh.

"So what's up?" He asks

"Nothing" I say

"Ah cmon I can tell somethings bothering you" he says "hey mati go upstairs and play with lego" Luis says taking Mateos iPad and sitting down on the couch.

"Oi!" Mateo says

"Go go" he shoos him away.

"Now tell me" he says. I chuckle and think of where to start and what to say.

"so basically uh" I say unsure if I should say it.

"cmon you can tell me anything I'm very very woke and chill I promise" he says. I laugh before thinking again.

I nervous laugh and he sighs again

"pleaseeeee I'm bored and I have no life in Miami I wont tell a soul" he says. 

"okay so you know that boy who I was best friends with in Barcelona before we moved to Paris?" I ask

"ohhhhh I see" he grinns

"noooo there's more" I chuckle. I explain it all (I'm not bothered to write this) and then he replies.

"break up with the ferran dude and then get with the Pablo dude" he says "but it will be a bit more complicated" he chuckles

"a little bit?" I chuckle

"when are you coming to Miami, as soon as I come you leave" he says

"soon soon, for your birthday sure" I say

"ay that's in like 3 months come soon" he says. Mateo comes stomping down the stairs.

"I want my iPad!" he groans snatching it

"oi!" Luis gasps

"bye bye isa" mati waves before hanging up.

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short but yeah

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