It's been awhile since we haven't talked and I really missed you.
Summer break was already done and it's a new year for school, a lot of things happened.
I still think about the time that we would hang and have fun. I guess I got too attached to you.
And I don't like that.
I tried to move on but i just can't, something is telling me to hang on. But I don't know exactly why.
Or maybe I just felt guilty of what I did and wants to say sorry but I can't reach out to you.
There's a lot of reasons why, I guess I just, maybe need to wait.
It was your birthday today 2-2-24 I forgot about it but now I can't help but to think of you, thinking of saying happy birthday.
But I pushed myself because u didn't say happy birthday to me it would be so weird if I told you so, so I just pushed myself so you wont think that I'm obsessing over you.
And it looks like you've moved on, but I don't really care I guess it's been awhile since we haven't chatted I'm kinda loosing feelings but just by looking at you makes me have butterflies.
I don't know why I'm feeling like this all of a sudden, I broke up with you but I just fell harder.
I guess I will never know will I? I just want to know if you still have feelings for me but at the same time I don't want to.
Maybe the reason why I did that is because you won't like how I look, I had a mask on last year so u didn't really get to see my face much.
Maybe that is the reason why,maybe u will hate me because of how I look. I will never know things will I?
Dammit why am I so insecure of myself?
Why did it have to be you who I fell in love with?
Maybe next year 4 more months till summer break.
What if we get into the same class and you see how I look and say " dang she's so ugly how did I even fall for her?"
I don't wanna think that much of it anymore.
I just wanna be hidden. I wish I could tell you how I feel.
I just wanna say that I truly did love you, but I just don't know why I'm like this.
Maybe there's a reason maybe not, a lot of things have a reason.
I just wanna say one last thing.
I love you....
YOU ARE READING
We belong together
RomanceA non fiction book about a girl that fell in love in a young age and don't know what a relationship is, then broke a boys heart then realized what she did. And then she began to fall harder and harder for him not letting go and she still thinks that...
