The boy next door

Oliver

I felt Ivy trying to drag away from me waking me in a confused state , "Ivy" "yeah" "you okay" "yeah I just need to use the bathroom" I let go
Lightly letting her slip away watching her make her way to the bathroom , thinking to myself of how beautiful she is wanting to know what she tasted like what her lips would feel like against mine wanting to make her mine , I formed a crush on her since the day she moved here just never made a move on her I thought to myself soon after that I was being knocked out of my thoughts from the hardening bulge forming under my pants I make my way out of the bed slowly making my way to the bathroom shaking my head calling myself stupid and self centered knowing she wouldn't like that I'm thinking of her this way , suddenly being bumped into by the beauty I was just thinking of looking down at her.

"go wait by the bed" watching her slowly make her way towards the bed I didn't think she would listen to me I went to the bathroom adjusting myself trying to get the bulge to go away so she doesn't notice coughing and grunting at the same time to try to hide what I'm doing , making my way out of the bathroom I met with her standing next to my bed she's so short and cute standing their innocently . " such a good listener aren't you baby" saying that in a light whisper knowing she couldn't hear me I walked over to her she gave me an odd look of confusion I can't tell if it's because she wants to know what I said or if it's because I'm walking up to her , brining my hands under her arms lifting her up onto the bed letting her adjust and get comfortable as I walk around crawling in next to her snaking my arms around her waste again falling into the deep sleep I was in before comfortable and calm .

6 am : making my way down the stairs into the kitchen making myself a cup of black coffee as Ivy sleeps peacefully in my bed the thought of her doing that makes me smile something I haven't done since she came around , pulling my journal out of my book bag that's sitting on the counter opening it reading through the pages poems or stories coming across the last page I wrote about her my drug , I starting thinking flipping over the next page the empty page looking at me waiting for me to write something anything , picking the pen up dipping it into red ink I began to write .

Journal intro 2 :

The calm before the storm .

Her being with me became my calm before , during , and after the storm , or is she my storm waiting to happen .

Waiting for the moment to rip the page out and crumble it thinking to myself that I'm so stupid , stupid , stupid . Getting overly frustrated with myself slamming the book closed not noticing Ivy standing across the counter from me relief washes over me seeing her messy bed hair and wearing the flannel I wore yesterday god she must really love my shirts , "good morning sir" "good morning miss" "coffee" "oh yeah right over here how would u like your coffee" "black please no sugar or cream to much caffeine" I chuckle at her comment she's got that in common with me it's cute seeing her look at me with curiosity, "oh Ivy don't worry I'm not laughing at u to make fun of you , its just that we think alike I drink black coffee only too" she smiles at me cheeks glowing red relieved that I'm not making fun of her .

"So did you enjoy the movie too scary or not scary enough" "oh no Oliver it was terrifying, I'm picking movie night next time" she said laughing trying to not make eye contact " haha okay miss Ivy okay as long as it's not some sad romance movie like the notebook or how to lose a guy in 10 days" "mmm no I was actually thinking about the man in the moon it's and old classic well not old old but old but it's cute and some what a romantic movie but the ending is just something" "okay okay shhh no spoilers miss"

She starting to laugh and smile I can't help but admire how beautiful she is when she does that she has no clue how beautiful she is she always try's to hide her face every chance she gets . "So Mr.Oliver what's in that book of yours I see u writing in once in a while" I couldn't help but cough shocked by what she just asked me no one really notices or cares to asks about my book ,
"It's a journal, I plan on making a book out of it some day , a book of poems of a special someone"
"Ouu well I hope I can read this book of this , special someone some day" oh Ivy if only you knew it was about you I thought to myself ,
"Well I'm sure you'll have your chance miss Ivy just not today it's not quite ready"

"But I do have some chores I need to do outside if you would like to join I have to feed the cows and collect eggs from the chickens and clean up the barn some" "you have cows, omg I love cows" "yes , yes I have cows you can even claim one as your own if u would like" looking at her I can see her pupils grow bigger by the second from excitement rushing her way up the stairs then back down "can I borrow a pair of sweats please" "yes of course you can Ivy their in my top draw" rushing her way back to my room I can hear her opening then closing my draw , about 5 minutes later running down the stairs and into the living room heading for the front door "well come on Oliver I want to meet the cows" laughing I make my way to the door grabbing my winter coat and hers throwing hers over her arms and zipping her up opening the door and heading out through the snow making our way to the barn.

"well this is strawberry and peach" "strawberry and peach" she repeats as she pets them lightly giggling as they lick her hands "they like you a lot already miss Ivy, they've never warmed up this quick towards anyone" handing her sweets to feed them I leave her be as she enjoys her time with them making my way to the chicken coop to gather eggs and check on the heating system throughout the barn so they can stay warm .

Finishing up those things I hear Ivy walking around she comes around the corner holding the rooster , "he kinda escaped he's a little mean until he gets comfortable I'm guessing" laughing I grab the rooster from her "yeah that's copper for yah he's a mean little shit" putting him back into his coop , "well miss Ivy chores are now done for the day is their anything you would like to do"
"No not that I can think of maybe we can just sit around have a lazy day" "sounds perfect" saying that we make our way back to my house walking inside and taking our coats off making our way for the living room making our selves comfortable on the couch , we begin asking each other questions.

Hours pass by through the day getting later and later , "miss Ivy are you ready to head home or would you like to stay tonight" "I think I'll head home sir" hearing her say she would like to head home hurt a little making me regret asking but I got up walking towards the door to walk her home so she can get a nights rest making our way to her porch hearing sounds throughout the forest sounds of branches snapping loudly which worries me it's not a normal sound its more like a human walking around or multiple but I shake it off trying to not panic I don't want to worry her knowing she's already having trouble sleeping even after what that cop said in the parking lot I'll just stay up tonight I thought to myself , "well miss Ivy I hope I'll see you tomorrow" "maybe you will kind sir" laughing opening the door for her I watch her pass by making her way in "goodnight miss" "goodnight sir" I walk away gazing at the stars asking myself when we'll stop calling each other sir , and miss it's seems like an old joke now we're not in the 18 hundreds making myself laugh as I walk inside making my way towards the kitchen opening a cold beer and begin to make me some late snack before I head for a shower and spend the rest of my night up and worrying and watching being her protector of the night.