Chapter 20 - Dear Me

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Dear Me,

I realized something.

Something I should be careful on.
I don't want to make a mistake and have everything thrown out the window.

I have to keep hidden everything from him, in fear I'll lose him too...

I can't show him who I am.

I don't even know who....I am.
Am I his partner? His Husband? His Regent?
What am I worth here, who am I here.

Who did my father try to shape me to become? As I am not his son, atleast... that's what he says.

But I have to keep trying, I have to keep pushing this back.

This secret of mine, I can't let it out 'for I am scared He will cast me away as well.

I have more than 1 secret to keep now.

Although it hurts.
Forgive me. As I am not like everyone else in perfection, not even like Geno or even Someone like Ink who knows what their doing.

Forgive me if you ever find out.
And give me the strength to forgive myself when you do.

Sincerely,

- Cross

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