MY DEPRESSION HEALER/ Heehoon

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SUNGHOON

i reached home and then unlocked the door

mom and her whoe looked at me

"please go to your room please sunghoon" my mom said

i went on room to do my homework

once i finished it i went on to my phone on instagram

heeseung: wore this shit today
2years ago
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mia: you look really cute

heeseung: you look cute as well, wait arent you mia from our school?

mia: yes

yeosang: the feather really makes you look like a chicken

heeseung: please i know your jealous

sunoo: is it just me or heeseung looks younger than all of us

seongwha: your not wrong

heeseung: thank you, i appriciate the love

steece: you look handsome babe

heeseung: babe you look prettier

steece: thank you

amy: baby how is your day?

heeseung: im good and you?

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i have had enough, i knew he was a player

he just wants to play with my feelings

i went to bed even though i knew it was gonna be a very long, i am not in the mood to go to sleep because of the events that happened today

THE NEXT MORNING

i woke up and made my way to the kitchen

i decided to eat something because i am starving

when i opened the fridge i saw nothing

tears went down my eyes, i cant believe i have to spend another day without eating

i made my way upstairs and got dressed, my stomach is now hurting me but i know i cant spend the rest of the day here

Especially not with this foul smell here

"Eomma-" I was about to tell her that I'm going to school but then I paused

'What's the point?' I thought

I wore my mask and went to the bus station

I hate being the centre of attention so I wore a mask not to be recognised as the weird ugly fat kid

Finally no one looked at me, I reached school with a tone of other kids

"Oh where is sunghoon?" I heard mia say, I just looked at her and got out of the bus

I went up to my locker and got all of my books

"Hey are you a new kid?" I saw mia infront of me, I shook my head and ran away

I went to health

I saw heeseung looking around

He then came up to me

"Hey why are you wearing a mask?" He asked, I just shook my head having enough of talking

My stomach really hurts since I haven't eaten in 2 days straight

Some tears started dripping out of my eyes

'Don't worry hoonie, you will be ok, just another day and it will be fine' I thought

My head started hurting and so did my stomach

I looked at heeseung who came closer to me

"Are you alright?" He asked, I nodded in pain

The teacher entered the room but her eyes were on me

"Um sunghoon please remove your mask in my class" she said, my eyes widened when all the people looked at me

'Oh no now my ugly face has to be revealed' I removed my mask and she started teaching

I looked to my side and saw heeseung looking at me

"I'm fine" I said finally giving him a hopeless hurt smile

"I don't believe you" he said putting his hand on my thighs, my eyes widened and I quickly go awkward

He removed his hand and started writing

I looked at him with hurt trustful eyes

'Sorry heeseung for lying to you, I'm sorry for acting like a brat I'm just sorry' I thought, tears were gonna come out of my eyes but I stopped them

I looked at the time

'8:50AM, 2 more hours and you will be alright' I said comforting myself

I closed my eyes and putted my head on the table

Soon enough I was disturbed by my stomach ache

It's not that my mom is poor, we 'were' a very normal family until my father died and mother started sleeping with other man that would give her money

But she doesn't always buy food around the house, she buys other stuff like alcohol and all types of cigarettes

She doesn't allow me to work because I need to take care of the house

I sometimes go to soobins house to eat

I've tried getting a job but somehow they don't allow me to work

I kept on thinking hard not knowing I was looking at heeseung that whole time

When I realised I blushed a little and looked at the front

Finally lunch came

I went up to the rooftop

But I realised that heeseung followed me

"Why are you following me?" I said uncomfortable

"I just want to sit with you" he said in a calm voice

"Please leave" I said snapping out, he looked at me with a shocked look

"I SAID LEAVE ME A ALONE, IM SO TIRED, IM SICK, IM SO UGGGG" I said crossed, I started crying and the more I cried the more frustrated I became

"Your so hungry?" He said in a calm voice

I looked at him with a shocked look, I then made my back face him

HEESEUNG

I knew sunghoon was hungry, ever since I saw him holding his hands around his small waist

I knew something was up

When he shouted at me, I wasn't really hurt because I knew it's his way of expressing his feelings when he is hungry

"Sunghoon not to be rude but can you face me please?" I begged him, he faced me with his eyes that were full of tears

"Lift your jumper up" I said, he looked at me surprised