MY DEPRESSION HEALER/ Heehoon

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HEESEUNG

"hey mark, have you seen sunghoon?" i asked him, he shook his head so i became hessitant

"what happened?" he asked, i started to explain

"you would have to talk to him tomorrow because you hurt him" mark said, i looked at him confused

"but im not the one who kissed mia, mia was the one who forced me into the kiss" i said turning my head into a 180

"but he saw otherwise, he saw from another angle and since you were so cozy with him now he must think that you were playing with him" marks friend said, i huffed and just sat down

i want to go somewhere silent but i forgtot this is where i live

'Did I just cheat on him?' I asked myself

I saw jay coming towards me

"Hey why you looking depressed?" He asked me, I saw san coming as well

"I feel bad, I just want to be in a silent place" I said to him, hongjoong saw me and dragged me out of the house

"We are going to my house" he said, I nodded and we headed there

Soon enough we reached since hongjoongs house is very close to ours

"OK now tell us what happened?" He asked, jake came to me and held my hand

"You know we want to know what's happening to you these days" he asked me

I leaned on to his shoulder

"I messed up" I said with a crack on my voice

"What do you mean?" He asked, I looked at all of them who were standing there concerned

"I fucking messed up, he hates me now" I said, they all looked at me with confused faces

I started explaining from top to bottom

"I mean if you tell him the truth then he will probably listen" mingi said, I sighed and looked at him

"Go back to wonyoung, yall go back to the party" I said to them

"Nope tell us, I know you have lots to tell us" I looked at seongwha who said that

"Well the first thing y'all should know is that he is really insecure and my job was to protect him and I failed my job" I said staring into my laps

"He is really insecure about himself so even if I tell him that I didn't do it, he won't listen to me since he doesnt trust me enough" I said

I went over to mingi

"Go back to wonyoung, i know you miss her, I'm sorry I ruined your day" I said, I went over to hongjoongs room and slept thinking about what I would do to cheer him up

MEANWHILE WITH THE OTHERS

Seongwha: I cant see him struggling like this when I'm here

Jake: then what shall we do? You already heard that sunghoon doesn't trust anyone

Seongwha: my brain is empty

Yeosang: we should split up

Jungwon: how?

Yeosang: me, sunoo, seongwha, san, jay, jungwon and hongjoong, yunho, wooyoung, jake, niki, jongho, mingi and I will get seokmin, mark and taehyung to help us with this since they are professional

Hongjoong: so who goes with who

Yeosang: me, seongwha, sunoo, jungwon, jay and san are going to sunghoon since were better at communicating

Wooyoung: and we will remain with heeseung?

Jake: and where will mark, taehyung and seokmin go?

Yeosang: Mark and seokmin will come with us and taehyung will stay with you guys

Seongwha: that's a great idea

Mingi: yeah no wonder your smart

San: so you should too

Mingi: your a bitch

Seongwha: anyways hongjoong take care of heeseung, tomorrow we will be taking care of sunghoon so we won't come there

Jay: and don't forget to tell mark, taehyung and seokmin to come as well yeosang

And that night went away like that

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THE NEXT MORNING

SUNGHOON

I woke up and remembered the events that happened yesterday

I got up not wanting to go to school but I have to

I went to take a cold shower and got ready

I made my way to the bus station, soon enough I got to school safe and sound

I went to to class and found everyone there

I took little glances at heeseung who was looking at me with black eye bags as if he hasn't slept the whole night

"Sunghoon please hand the assessment results" the teacher said, I got up and went to collect the things

When I reached heeseungs assessment I gave it to yeosang to give it to him

I looked at his eyes and then walked off

"Um sir I didn't get one" I said, he looked at me

"Well you already know you passed the assessment" the professor said, I sighed and laid my head on the table

We were supposed to have free time but I decided to read instead

"Oh if it isn't the nerd" I heard someone say while pulling my hair

"Please leave me alone Shia" I said to the girl pulling my hair

"Shut up, how come you got to sit with mark tuan and the others and I didnt" she asked, she then pulled me out of my chair

I was now whimping as she was pulling me

Suddenly I felt the pain go away

I looked up and saw heeseung hand on her hand

"Let go or im sending you to coma in one second" he said, I pushed him as tears came out of my eyes

"JUST STOP HEESEUNG, HAVEN'T YOU HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR GAME HUH" I said more tears coming out of my eyes

I ran to the bathroom because I dont want to look weak infront of all these people