Thread The Needle - Sleep Token / Vessel ff

Crawling Forwards

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I was in the garage with all the bandmates. Ryan helped us do the drum for our new songs and Ty liked my idea

"So, whats your idea of this, 'cycle', you keep taking about in this song" Ty said while he was looking at the track on his computer

"Well, basically it's based on something like an incarnation or something like that" I said as I start to think about what came to my head when making this

"So the start, is waking up, and having the feeling of another being inside you " he looks at me confused but interested as I spoke

"Then when the first breakdown happened, it's trying to fight that feeling, trying to fight agaisnt it even though its a struggle"

"The next bridge is accepting the fight has been lost and having a Moment to regain your energy"

Ty seems interested and Ryan join to Listen to my story

"Then,at the next calm bridge section, while your it at your weakest, the inner being takes over your mind, body, and soul. Slowly eating away at what you use to be, to use you as like, a Vessel for it to use and live in".

"So basically it's like your now it's way of communicating" Ryan pitch's in

I've alway been a fan of that sort of stuff, to do with the spiritual thought of other things being out there, stronger and capable of things we are not. Weather there in a different world, or somthing like that. And something other then the Gods we know of or anything like that

Like an ancient deity that's been silent for too long. That's wants the feeling of control and power back. That wants to communicate with the outside world, but in order to do that they may take the form of somthing other then themselves and use a Vessel to exist in our reality

Everyone was in agreement that I had a good idea and approved. We kept playing around, getting the song perfect.

It was nearly time for dinner as the sun disappeared into the grave of night

Ryan and Grace left and me and Ty went inside.

I my phone began to buzz and my mom was calling. I haven't heard from her in about a month, I had to stay with her every 3 months, I didn't like either my mum or dad, but I stayed here because of Ty and his family.

Mum never really wanted me and was a teenage mum, hence why she still acts like a 16 year old and parties very night. She's also living with her BFF, who had a kid a whose a little younger then me.

I picked up and I heard her mischievous voice greet me

"Oh hello darling, I got told that good for nothing rotten piece of shit father of yours got arrested." She said with pure hatred raging her voice

"So I'm coming tomorrow to pick you up to live with me"

Her words made my blood boil but also made my eyes widen.

"Leave? What do you mean I can't leave here this is my home. I don't want to live with you" I said shocked and annoyed. I would never see Ty again

"Oh now don't be stupid, you need to get out of that hell hole of a town and come live a real life here. You have no choice the decision had been made" She hung up the phone and I crumbled to the floor outside Ty's house

I felt a wave of realisation flooded over me and tears streamed from my red puffy eyes as I let out my sadness and disappointment

Ty walked over to me and hugged me. He cared for me so much, and I loved him like a brother, he's the best family I have and the only person who really cares what I'm going through