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I think I killed a part of me to keep you alive.
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I'm the future timeline or the timeline in which Jisung lived before, Chan never got into an accident nor Felix was supposed to fall in love with changbin.
It was all changing and without noticing I fell into the trance of the butterfly effect
Me and Minho hyung visited Chan who was lying there with a cast on his legs
"Chan hyung" Minho spoke with a worried voice it was expected for Minho to care about Chan as he was his only best friend and seeing Chan in this state took a pretty bad toll on him.
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"Told you Jisung it might not be us but there will be a drastic change coming for us" he says his voice cold "Chan was never supposed to be in love with Seungmin who knows it better than you" Jisung shivered he knows it well more than anyone.
"Stay away from Hyunjin stop trying to make changes in the future remember a small change can lead to a drastic set of events in future I hope you get me very well" Minho said that and left Jisung all alone.
Stay away from Hyunjin.
Yes, that was the only way to stop the butterfly effect.
It's been 2 to 3 weeks since Hyunjin and Jisung last spoke even if Hyunjin tries to make himself free from his rough schedule to see Jisung....its that Jisung is avoiding him
No matter how he tried Jisung was not getting into his hands and on the other side there was Jisung crying silently every single day hurting how Hyunjin must have been feeling by his behaviour
But he can't do anything there is nothing he can do to help himself out from the cage he is trapped in.
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Jisung lazily dragged his feet over his locker door taking out the things he required and shutting it down he felt a tug over his shirt as he turned around to face Hyunjin who looked at him with desperate
"Hannie, how much I have missed you these days," he says holding Jisung's cheeks.
"Yeah-" Jisung tries to avoid any sort of eye contact with Hyunjin.
"Are you upset with me?" Hyunjin asks feeling sad "I don't why but I feel like you're avoiding me...it's not true right?" he asks again
Jisung holds Hyunjins hand which was still holding his cheeks and put them down sucking his breath he says
"I don't care about you Hyun-jin. I don't c-care if you're sad, happy or any fucking thing you feel just leave me all alone...why are you being so clingy to me- just give me space" It was hard too hard for him to say these mean things to Hyunjin but he had to let go of him
For the future
For everyone's sake, he had to let go of him.
He looked at Hyunjin's face and a pile of regret came splashing through his face.
Hyunjin was teary-eyed as he looked at Jisung feeling hurt by his words
"I'm sorry jisung-'' if I did anything wrong- I-"
Jisung ran he couldn't stand looking at Hyunjin in that state how he wished to hug Hyunjin and tell him that all he told him were lies and he was in love with me
Oh how much he yearns for Hyunjin's touch and warmth, he is so deeply in love with Hyunjin but he just can't no never tell out his feelings for him...
Jisung stopped running as he cried over like there was nothing left for him.
"Jisung" he recognised that voice it was Felix who looked at his best friend with a worried face
He knew something was off with Jisung in these weeks but he was afraid to cross his boundaries "Ji what's wrong why are you crying" he carefully asked hugging Jisung who hugged back tightly as ever...
"I'm tired" he says "I'm tired of giving up everything in my whole life I am so tired Felix I just love Hyunjin so much he confesses"
"Jisung right now I don't know what you're going through but if you wish to tell me I swear I will help you out in any way okay tell me ji what is going on" he asks.
"I can't- Felix I am not allowed to tell you this"
"Did anyone tell you that you can't tell anyone about this" Felix questions
"No- but-"
"Then tell me ji lend me your worries I'm you're best friend ji please make use of me" Felix begs teary seeing his best friend in this state pained him more.
Jisung took a deep breath trusting Felix with his whole might "From where should I start-"
"The beginning ji I will listen to you''.
Jisung started to tell him everything from the start all about how he had a crush on Felix to Hyunjin's death in the future timeline about how Felix was supposed to be with Chan and about the guy named Jeongin with his death with Minho after hearing Felix was stupified
He must have thought Jisung was joking with him but the look on the small boy's face had told it all what he was saying was the truth itself
"So you're the Jisung from the future-" Felix asks dryly "Yes "Jisung nods "I don't know but when I woke up I was back to my 18 self again"
"8 years back in time" Felix still says in shock
"I know It's sounding crazy but this is the truth," Jisung said with panic Felix assured Jisung "I trust with all my might Ji-"
"So you're saying that Chan got into an accident and I am In love with changbin on this timeline which was never supposed to happen" Felix says as Jisung nods "So that is why you're ignoring Hyunjin because of the change that is happening"
"I don't know what to do?"Jisung says fidgeting his fingers
"Rather than running away why don't you no. Why don't you and Minho try to solve this problem, this is not an easy thing Jisung there are people's lives which is involved here so rather than rushing why don't you guys take time to solve this out and find that Jeongin guy surely must know something about this"
"I did ask Jeongin about returning to my future but he does not know it?" Jisung says 'he must not know about returning but I might say he surely does know about you coming here right" Felix says.
"And for now stop worrying about Hyunjin for now take things slower and wiser let's start with working out you're things with Minho talk with each other and understand each other You both are the sole keys to this time travel things as Jeongin said the answer lies in you"
"The answer lies in you and Minho"
For the first time, Jisung sees, This side of his best friend he cried
"I love you Felix thanks for putting some sense in me" he says
"I love you ji-after all, you're the only guy I have"
Sometimes it's okay to lean on others and let them hear you out it's okay to pour out your feelings and hold their hand...it shows how brave you have been
And still fighting to survive in this cruel - sad world.
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