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The more I exist in this world the more I forget where I belong to.
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I didn't ask him....in a matter of fact I couldn't
Why?
I don't know. but seeing Hyunjin in that state lying in the hospital bed made me feel things
What was the reason for his behaviour?
Why did he hate rain...?
I never knew. Even before in my future timeline, I didn't know and I was too late and Hyunjin left us all alone
Even If I am given a chance to repent my regrets
But What will happen? Now
What will happen to Hyunjin?
What will happen to me?
"Do that again and I will kick you out" a loud angry voice of Mrs Hwang was heard. as Hyunjin was stopping her from hitting him
He looked at me asking for me to help
Well, I just gave him a look.
You Deserve that bitch-
"Mom, Mom I'm sorry I won't do it again" Hyunjin pleaded "Why would you-"
"You know how hard it is..."Mrs Hwang cried Hyunjin who sighed and hugged her assuring her he was fine and he wouldn't do it again.
The bond they have was so precious than with our parents-
Hyunjin's mom being a single parent had supported him a lot and I couldn't even imagine the way she looked before in my real timeline when Hyunjin was gone
It must be so bad for her.
'Achooo~''
Here I am with Hyunjin and Mrs Hwang in their house well it's not like I came here because I cared it's just Mrs Hwang forced me to look after this big baby
Or maybe I just worried-
Anyways-
She called me because the brave Hyunjin got sick being out in the rain and because she had to go to work she requested me to take care of Hyunjin.
I glare at him taking one of the tissues and handing it over to him.
"Sorry Hannie I-"
"Shut up before I make you."
He was burning and I didn't know what to do.
Well, I never took care of a sick person in my entire 26 years of life.
Wait I'm 18 again- it does not matter now.
I wet some clean cloth and placed it on his head as he tried to sleep.
"I'm uncomfortable," he says.
I pause what should I do?
"Do you feel something wrong?" I ask worried
"Are you feeling bad?" I ask again don't know how to put it in words
"Hyunjin-"
He laughs "You're so cute," he says his voice hoarse
"Jin I'm-"
"I am sorry, Jisung I made you worried... it happens I make everyone around me suffer I am always like I make everyone's life hard"
"And?"
"Don't be with me Jisung I will make you hurt I will-"
"Then make my life hard and still I won't go away I will stay with you like a germ on a sick person I will never let you go-"
"Is it because of Felix I swear I will not tell him about the competition I-"
"Are you done? If yes then sleep I will make you some food''
'Why are you doing this, I tried so hard to let you go but-''
"Hyunjin I once let you go and I suffered a lot from it and this time I don't wanna go through the same thing again no matter what I will stay with you."
"I wanna kiss you-"
Huh I stopped
Did I hear it wrong?
"I- "
Hyunjin smiles "Nothing baby"
"I- I will make you food just sleep OK" I ran
"T-that was weird-"
Anyway I come down to cook food and the fact that I can't even cook but for Hyunjin let's just give it a try
It's never impossible when you have your phone
"I did I-" I completed the Porridge but Hyunjin's kitchen looked like a disaster I will clean it later I thought.
I went up to his room and saw him sleeping peacefully
"Hyunjin "I called though I hate to wake him up but I can't just let him sleep with an empty stomach
"Hyunjin " I called again and started shaking him a little
"Hmm," he hummed "come eat food."
He slowly opened his eyes and stared at me for a second the fever was still high.
Come get up slowly I try to get him up and take some Porridge in a spoon and try to feed him
It's like I'm feeding a baby.
He is so cute, if he wasn't sick I may just eat his cheeks-
"It's good," he says "Really?" I ask surprised, "It's my first time though"
"Eat this take your meds and sleep and I guarantee you that your fever will fly away by tomorrow"
He smiles.
He completes his food and I give him the meds and tuck him into his bed I bring some new water rinse it with the cloth and keep it on his forehead.
"You should sleep Hannie you look tired"
"It's okay Hyunjin" I reassure him.
"Thank you," he said out of a sudden I smiled at him "No need to thank me I will do this to you always taking care of you is not something I should be thanked for"
"Forever I will take care of you Hyunjin," I say
"Forever?" He asked
"Yes forever" I smile he smiles and then slowly drifts off to sleep
I stayed awake to change the cloth on his head and check how he was feeling I checked on him till the fever was gone.
I smiled....it was already too late I tried to sleep in the chair beside the bed. It's better if Hyunjin needs me I can get him whatever he needs.
While I was slowly drifting to sleep I realised this new side of him though I knew him from before but not like this. The Hyunjin who was scared of the world the Hyunjin who needed to be loved and protected. I never knew but I know one thing for sure I will be the one to protect him I will be there with him
To the things which I was unable to do to Hyunjin before I am doing it now.
To repent my mistakes for a bright future
And to all to save Hyunjin
I want to be with him forever.
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