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I don't envy the pain. But I envy you the pain
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"Hannie look at the view it's beautiful. just like you"
"Hyunjin you're going deep into the water come back!!" I shouted
Again again again
This nightmare
Why....why can't it stop
"Jisung everything here is so beautiful. I love it here''
This is where he drowns while I stand there still
I sigh
When will this loop end? I try to move my feet maybe today I can move
Wait. why does my body feel so light
I try to take a light step...I can move!!
when I was able to move I ran towards Hyunjin
"Jisung" I tried to hold him "Yes Hyunjin" he holds me tight
He gives a large smile
"Let's drown together Jisung"
Hyunjin pulled me with him...my eyes widen "What does he mean?"
Before I could even process what is going on he pulled me deep inside the water
"I can't breathe"
"Hyunjin"
"I can't"
"I can't breathe"
"Hyunjin"
"Let's be together Jisung"
The year 2026 "_______present________
I woke up screaming my forehead covered with cold sweat. I was terrified and also this was the first ever time I had dreamt of moving and trying to help Hyunjin when all the time I dreamed...I just stood there still ,then I remembered
So it is today
Hyunjin's death anniversary...
It's been 6 years now and still, I feel like Hyunjin is still there...still alive. if I go to Mrs Hwang's house now...I feel like I would meet Hyunjin who would sit on the sofa watching a drama
But in reality, Hyunjin was gone.
Gone
Far away from me
"I'm going out" I said as I started putting on my shoes
"Jisung have some breakfast you didn't even eat dinner last night"
"I don't feel hungry mom"
"Why are acting like this? you're ignoring me since you have come...why!!"She let out a frustrated sigh as she looked at her son
"Mom" Jisung sighed how can he point out others' mistakes when he himself had done those a quite lot
Jisung sighed again leaving his mom alone in tears
His mind was clouded and he just wanted some peace he didn't know where he was going...he just felt he needed some time out all alone
He just let his feet move where they wanted to, he came across the park where he and Hyunjin last talked in high-school
Even the bus stand where he met Hyunjin before his death
He was feeling bitter as he walked off...Something feels so wrong.
The absent-minded Jisung bumped into a stranger
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Why Did He Hate Me?
Fanfiction(hyunsung♡) You were too far from my reach but I stood there still... There was a time when I thought you were my destiny and maybe in future we would have our faithful reunion and overcome our regrets But that day you went out in rain all alone an...
