Ambivalence || TAEJIN

Glimpse of the Past

Warning ⚠️: Mention of cheating and stuffs ahead

Before starting this chapter let's get a short introduction of few characters
•Kim Ha-joon: Biological father of Kim Namjoon. Has passed away when Namjoon was just five in an accident bcoz of being drunk and driving the car.
•Kim Joo-won: Biological father of Kim Seokjin and stepfather of Kim Namjoon. Former CEO of Kim Corporation but now the chairman of the company. Hates homosexual people.
•Kim Hee-jin: Biological mother of both Kim Seokjin and Kim Namjoon. Had marital affair with Kim Joo-won. And married him the very next week after the dead of his ex husband Kim Ha-joon.
•Lee Jae-hwan/Ken: Jin's ex boyfriend.
" More about him will be introduced in the story"

Now let's get back to the story....
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Kim Taehyung's POV

I don't know it's been how long since I am sitting on the floor in front of Jin holding his hand, after asking me that question he has just gone silent. I wanted to tell him so many things but nothing came out, seeing his cold expression is just breaking my heart in pieces. I was broken from trance when I heard the front door of the room being opened, I glanced to see it was Jungkook, he looked a bit hesitantly at both me and Jin and then asked,

" Tae hyung can you come outside for a while??"

I just looked at jin, he still looked motionless and I just nodded my head. I was going to get up when I felt Jin pressing my hand, I looked at him, he shook his head as if telling me not to leave him alone. Jungkook noticed it too and said assuring him,

" Hyung don't worry he will come soon"

" I will come soon, hmm??" I said placing my other hand in his soft tear stained cheek, he didn't say anything, and nodded his head.

I followed Jungkook and went outside, to notice hoseok packing his things and getting ready to go somewhere. Out of curiosity I asked him,

" Where are you going??"

" Tokyo, to meet Namjoon hyung" hoseok stated with his shaky voice.

I didn't say anything, not getting any response from my side, hoseok turned and started walking towards me and then suddenly he grabbed my hand and broke down

"Taehyung we are sorry" hoseok said. I glanced at the others, but no one can meet my glance anymore, everyone's state is miserable. I know what they are sorry for but I don't want to talk about it currently.

" Let's not talk about it now.
Now Jin's state is more important to us right??" I asked them, they just nodded in response.

Hoseok suddenly lifted his head and said, " Tae hyung please take care of Jin hyung in my absence, please, he is already broken, please Taehyung see he recovers soon please" he started begging before him.

Yoongi came beside him and hugged comforting him, I just patted hoseok's shoulder and said,

" Don't worry as long as I am there, I will take care of him". He just smiled sadly at me, and then said to me,

" We should go now or else I will miss my flight"

I just nodded and was going to walk out from there, when I heard Jimin calling me,

" Taehyung"

I stopped on my trance, he then came walking towards me holding a tray in his hand and said,

" Take this, Jin hyung and you have not eaten anything from yesterday right??"

I didn't respond anything, and just took the tray from his hand, and went inside the room where Jin was.