"I gotta go" I says after I notices the missed calls and massages Rafe left me "why?" JJ asks "I just need to go, but I don't forget that you guys own me an explanation about all of this" I says tying up my shoes
"Okay, we'll text you later" John B says "are you okay?" JJ asks "yeah I just need to take care of something" I says "bye" I adds and they all says it back before I walked out of the door
I was on my way to the Cameron house, Rafe only texted me that we have to talk, he didn't say about what though
I knock on the door seeing Wheezie opening it "oh hey Haley, Rafe has been looking for you" she says "is he here?" I asks "yeah he's in his room"
"Thank you Wheezie" I says walking upstairs to his room. I open the room seeing him sniffing coke "Haley" he says "what the fuck Rafe I thought you've got sober" I says
"Where the fuck have you been?" Rafe asks "I was with Sarah" I lies "don't you dare fucking lie to me Haley!" he says raising his voice
"Where have you been? Huh?" He asks again "I am telling you I was with Sarah" I lies again and he chuckles. to be honest, at this moment I started to get scared from him, his eyes were red from the drugs and I was scared of the effect the drugs has on him
"Topper told me he saw you with John B and JJ" he says making me freeze "oh what is that? Are you sacred now?" He says noticing I got anxious, stepping closer to me
"do I seem stupid to you Haley?" He asks stepping closer to me again "No"I simply answers "Do I seem stupid!" He shouted at me, few inches away from my face
"Rafe you are scaring me" I says bitting my lips out of tress "why are you lying to me? Why are you hanging out with those pogues" he asks and I stays quite
"You answer me when I talking to you!" He shouts as he shoves harshly me and I fell on his bed "why are you lying to me?" He yells again as he slaps me aggressively. I put my hand on my cheek as I stand up looking at him with horror. We had fights, but never like this one.
"Shit Haley, I didn't mean to-" he says trying to reach for me but I pushes him "don't" I says, completely scared from him right now.
"I am sorry, I just hate seeing you with them" he says and I see tears falling down on his cheek "please forgive me, I am sorry" he says as he pulls me into a hug, I don't push him this time, but I don't hug him back
I know this becomes toxic but I just felt bad for him, I wanted to help him go through the shut he go through and I don't want to make it worse by leaving him "I promise I will be better, it would never happen again I promise" he says
"Okay" is all I say "I love you Haley" he adds "I love you too" I says, not knowing if those words still has meaning.
"But Haley, if I would try to get better you'd have to make an effort for this relationship too" he says "what do you mean?" I asks looking at him, how can he seriously asked me that after what just happened.
"don't tell me this is about the pogues again" I says "I just loves you so much you have to understand me" he says, calm this time "okay, I'd stop seeing them" I says "thank you" he says with a smile as he kissed me
"I gotta go take of business now but I'll meet you tomorrow okay?" He says and I nod as I watches him leaves the room
I hate that he makes me feel bad for him even after what he did, the thought that even after what happened I am able to forgive him scared me.
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Fever dream • JJ Maybank
Teen FictionWhen everything feels like a fever dream, things don't seem real. maybe Haley hoped that some of the things that she went through wasn't real, so she denies it, that's the way it always has been. Haley baker, the kook princess with the perfect life...