We had the next Champions League game against Servette coming up, and even though I was back living with Lena, things were different. They didn't flow like they once did, and despite all my will, and effort, I wasn't in the apartment much. In order to lock down all my feelings, I found old (or maybe current) habits never truly die hard.
"Do you have to go?" he said to me, as I started to get out of the bed.
"Yes," I answered, coldly.
"You were so much more fun last night." I looked at him, giving the man in the bed a glare before grabbing my bag. I changed in the kitchen, as I used his toaster, without asking. I had to get something in my stomach before training. The piece of toast, with only butter, was bland but it would have to do.
"Do you have any salt?" I called out. I heard his footsteps start to come closer, and he was standing in the doorframe.
"What are you wearing?"
"My kit," I answered, realizing I was about to falter under my cover.
"You play for Wolfsburg?" he asked.
"Yes."
"I had never heard of a Milicent before on the Wolfsburg team?" That was the name I had given to him last night. Milicent.
"Have you heard of any of the names on the team?" I asked, trying to avoid the question.
"Alex Popp," he replied. "Lena Oberdorf." I paused at her name. Whenever I heard those two words, something shuddered in me.
"Well, surprise. You slept with a footballer. Do you have salt?" He laughed as I spoke, coming into the kitchen and handing me the salt shaker. I lathered the toast and cringed as I ate it. He questioned my breakfast choice, before walking back into the bedroom.
I soon made my way out of the apartment as quickly as I had come in and almost flew down the stairs. I had to make it in time for training, and as usual, I was running late. With Lena, I was always on time. She never let me be anywhere late. But without her, I was already going to be 15 minutes behind schedule.
I grabbed an Uber, which took me straight to the training ground. I almost ran into our changing room, as most of the girls were starting to head out. Jill came over to me, patting my back.
"You alright?" she asked. I nodded, desperately, as I rummaged around my locker looking for my boots. "Do you have boots?" she then asked.
"No." I felt like a child, needing to be saved by my older sister. She sighed, softly, but not with any malice, rather sorry, and then passed me a spare pair she had in her locker.
"You can't get any pictures with them on," Jill then laughed. "Remember these are Nike. You're sponsored by Adidas." I chuckled a soft grin as she ran out onto the pitch. I soon followed behind, wearing the extra boots after I hadn't brought any myself.
I saw her on the pitch, as we all warmed up. Her hair was tied up, and her face painted with a smile. After all that had happened, over the past few weeks, I still couldn't get her out of my head. She was encapsulated in my mind. It was as if I couldn't think of anything else except her.
"What are you thinking about?" Lynn asked, as my eyes were staring at Lena across the pitch.
"Nothing," I said, as Lynn exited me from my trance.
"You're so stupid," she then said.
"Why does everyone keep saying that?" I exclaimed, falling to the ground, my face planted against the grass. Lynn laughed at me, as more footsteps came over.
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FanfictionAfter being recruited by Wolfsburg after the 2019 World Cup, Mila Bakker was determined to become the best forward of her age. After being named the Young Player of the Tournament, there was no doubt that she was on her way, with the Dutch, right-wi...