Everything I've done
Everything I havent
Has created who i am now
But im still lost
Last time i felt whole was
When i was in love
I think her about her more often now
She's bizarre
The one i somehow can't let go of
The one that i still dream of
The one i can never feel anything but love for
I remember every detail
Holding her hands
Feeling every line, every band
Holding her
Feeling her warmth
Her smell
Her smile
Her laugh
And everything her and i did
Im glad i love her
Not just her body
But her
As an individual
It's a rare thing
To Love someone's soul
To never abandon it
Even when it's abandoned you
I'll never let go
I'll hold onto it till it destroys me
If i let go
I'll lose us
And that will destroy every bit of me
Ill be miserable
So every once in a while
Ill remember how i loved you
I'll look at everything
Everything I've made you
The poems
The slideshow
Everything I've ever done for you
And I'll truly know why i loved you
Why I can't ever stop loving you
Even if it's from afar
Ill forever be content.
Written on:16/07/2023
