I paint myself to be seen
Not to be noticed
But to be seen
So maybe ill be valued
I destroy myself everyday
Ridding old
And bringing new
Letting pain brew
Ignoring self glorification
To appear higher, to appear better
Im a fraud
A facade
A mirage
Im a lover
Not this boy
Whose anger burns inside him
Not this boy
Whose tears drown his every thought
Build a wall
Make it tall
Ensure non get over
And rid anyone who goes through
Let it grow like bamboo
But never forget
You built it
You can take it down too
Don't live for others
Live for yourself
Life is simplicity
False is sincerity
If you're ever on the track
All alone
Know that you weren't deluded
That relationship has concluded
Be at peace
Feel the release
No use for euphemisms
No use for the past
You're here now
Stay where you are.
Written on: 15/07/2023
