My Love

14.Lean on my shoulder-part 01

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I hope you enjoy this chapter. I write this between my study breaks so sorry for the mistakes. We'll meet soon after my exam.

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Pete's Pov

Still Doctor was telling me something but I can't bring myself to hear what he was telling. My heart clenched painfully like someone stomping it over and over again. I gripped my stomach tightly when he telling me to having a abortion.

'They gonna took away my baby from me'

'My baby'

'My baby'

I couldn't breath, I felt like someone purposely cutting my air way, I gasped for air. I tried to open my mouth for breath but it all went to vain. I clutched corner of table tightly. No, no I can't pass-out like this. I know doctor is just joking, I don't want to get mad with him joking with me.

When dark spots appeared in my vision I felt someone guided me to breath again. Eventually my breath became normal, I can hear my own loud heartbeat through my ears. I saw Phi Top's and Doctor's concerned look towards me.

"Please, no no ple__ doctor please tell me it's not true." When I can finally breath normally I begged desperately. "Yo__ you a...re lying, right?" I asked hopefully wishing this all might be a bad dream.

But I don't like what I seeing their faces. Pity? I don't need their damn pity.

"P'Top he is lying to me, Right? Goddammit!!! Answer me." I yelled and grabbed phi Top by his collar. Phi looked down without meeting my eyes.

"It's true." Phi Top confirmed my worst nightmare.

I can't take this anymore. I let go Phi's collar and ran from there in a daze. I heard phi Top called after me.

No! No! It's not true. My fate can't be this cursed. Can it? How it'll gonna steel my innocent fetal from me.

Every word that flowed from Doctor's mouth like thousands of sharp blades to my already bleeding heart. It's like universe stolen the last hope in my life to live this missereble world anymore.

I collided with someone in hospital entrance. I think I heard a gasp but I didn't look at the person. "Sorry!" I quickly apologised and exited.

Finally I'm out of the doctor's cabin, out of the hospital. Without even knowing where to go, I ran like a madman in the direction my legs were going. I walked aimlessly when I thought I couldn't run anymore.

I walked till my legs my legs gave up and couldn't carry me any further. I felt dizzy, so I sat down bench nearby not wanting to collapsed on the floor.

I look at my surrounding, although it seems to be familiar to me I don't know where I am right now. But I know one thing I'm more far from the people I yearns for. I felt so lonely.

Finally I'm all alone without anyone by my side. Maybe today bieng the day I'm most happy in my life but even that happiness comes to me it stolen from me while reminding me cruelty of this world.

I never thought my life can be even more pitiful when I wake up today morning but here I'm crying my heart out. If I knew what I'm gonna discovering today I wish never waking up ever again.

I want to drink till I felt numb. But I even can't do that. I don't want to be alone. This pain is killing me alive. I don't want to be alone.

"If you ever feel alone just give me a one word. Only one word, I'll always there for you baby." His promises echoed in my ears like a siren.

Oh shit! Yes, he said he'll be there for me. How forgettable I'm, right baby? He definitely gonna scolds both of us when he find us here." I whispered to my fetal while giggling.

Third one's Pov

"Why? Why? Why?......" Pete felt so lonely like never before. He blabbered to himself while touching his invisible baby bump. He took both legs on the bench and brought them close to his chest while resting his chin on his knees.

Suddenly he heard someone's voice he loves to hear till his last breath. "If you ever feel alone just give me a one word. Only one word, I'll be there for you baby." Pete's unstable mind reminded him his lover's promises. which those words meant his whole world to Pete, while they were just words to Vegas

Pete remembering Vegas's words he call him without thinking twice. "Vegas.... my Love! Where are you? I need you. I need you my love. I'm sure he'll definitely gonna come for us baby. Don't worry." Pete mumbled to himself touching his tummy while looking for Vegas's contract.

"Baby we gonna meet your Dada. He'll be the best Dada in the world." Pete said to his unborn child giggling through his tears. "You know he is ver___" Pete don't have to wait longer because after 3 rings phone is answered. Pete's tear stained eyes lit up instantly while his heart beat increased with pure excitement.

Even he was so excited he can't bring himself to break the silence.

"Hellow!" The call was answered but the voice was not the person he expected.

"Hel___" What was going to be said stopped just like that after hearing his traitorous friend's voice.

"Hellow!" The second time he heard the voice it was like a harsh slap to his unstable mind.

"Hellow! Who's thi...." Pete ended the call as if struck by lightning. His hands trembling badly as his tears flowing down from his eyes like a broken faucet.

He don't want to cry this time so he smiled but his tears like always a step ahead. He wiped his tears frantically again and again like a wounded animal.

"Why are you crying Pete? Can't you happy for your Love?" Pete questioned himself. "Don't be selfish Pete." Pete scolded to himself while smiling sadly.

"Why are you so greedy Pete? Stop intervening with his fucking life. Now He can always smile without you. So, be happy." Pete mumbled absentmindedly, while unknowingly rubbing his tummy.

Trying to stop water from coming out of a broken glass is like trying to stifle our emotions, there is a limit to that too, now Pete also reaching his breaking point. He doesn't know if he can stifle it anymore. He curled to the ball on the small bench like he want to dissappear from this cruel and filthy world.

"Don't worry baby mama is here"

"Pete" after a while he heard someone is calling for him. But who? He thought his unstable brain playing some tricks with him.

"Pete" Again he heard a familiar voice so he removed his hands from his face and looked up but he couldn't see anything clearly because his vision is blury from tears.

"Khun Kinn, he is here." Before Pete can registered what's happening around him Chan's loud voice echoed the air along with some other voices.

The voices nearly him really loud for his liking. It worsened his headache evenmore. Pete tried to sit up, after two unsuccessful attempts he finally sit down to see what's going on.

Kinn who is looking for Pete for an hour appeared like he went to a war. He panted like he was running all the way to here. Kinn's usually neatly combed hair is disheveled, he is still on his workout clothes and his t-shirt soaked with sweat and dirt. His eyes red from anger or whatever feelings boiling inside him.

Finally Kinn saw Pete, his eyes softened instantly. He sighed like huge weight lifted from his chest but when he saw Pete's eyes he suddenly gasped. Without any further delay he aproched Pete and hugged him tightly.

"P___ P'Kinn ?"

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