My Love

02.Strength

Author's Pov

"Stop." Kinn growled loudly. Everyone surprised to see him. Vegas hold his hand on air, Khun has tears on his eyes after seen his brother, Porsche became slightly pale.

Kinn started to walk towards them with steady steps.

Everyone seen Kinn after whole month. After his break up with Porche, Kinn went to a vacation and no one has any idea where he was but there's only one person knew about his whereabouts.

But he still managed every work like before during his vacation perfectly. It was a little bit comfort to everyone who was worried about him.

There is a dead silent 🤫. Everyone looking at Kinn like they seen a ghost. Kinn was glowing like a diamond, his eyes are black as deep dark. He has his long lost signature smirk on his face. His aura shouted only 'danger'.

They couldn't recognize the man infront of them anymore because Kinn has changed completely. Everyone was expecting a broken man with no soul left, not a strong man with dangerous aura.

Because last time he barely survived from his heartbreak, but this time he acting like his break up doesn't matter to him anymore. Really who's this man? It's the only question they have now.

When he gone through his break up with Tawan he became a living corpose. He was like a man with no aim anymore to continue his life forward. He lost every reason to live. He even attempted to suicide once and he barely survived that time.

He mentally and physically broke down  that time. At that time, he hardly talk to anyone, if he talk to someone it's only less than 1 minute. He doesn't eat well, he rarely get out of his room, he lost his smile, he lost his charm. Alcohol became his only relief to his missereble heart. He drank till he coudn't stand anymore on his feet, he drank till his mind became numb. He cried everyday untill he fell sleep with tiredness and pain.

He keeps distant himself with everyone, everything. He started to hate most of things once he loved the most. He pushed everyone away from him. That's what happened to Kinn for loving someone.

After his mother's death it was the first time he cried because after he lost his mother Tawan was the one who give him his lost comfort and love again. Kinn was deadly love with Tawan. Everyone jealous of them. He trusted him so much, more than his life because of love. But in the end he only get betrayal, Tawan if not his own lover became the villain of their lovestory. He could not take that betrayel that easily because he loved him.

Korn let his son do what he want to do at that time because he knows how much Kinn loved that boy. So he gave time to Kinn recover from his heart break but it was only getting worse day by day. Korn also runnig out of his patience because he can't see his son like that anymore. But for his son he endured it all that even though it was so sad and hurt.

But Once when Kinn tried to end his own life, Korn lost all of his patience. He can't see his son laying on a bed with lot of machines and lifelessly. Who is always so adorable in his eyes, who was always walks behind him while saying "Papa papa",  When he saw his son like that the mafia King Korn Theerapanyakul felt on that day his whole world collapsed infront of him. He saw his pride faded away from him faraway, he saw his eldest son Khun cried his heart out and Kim who is hardly showing any kind of emotions cried for his brother as well.

On that day Korn decided he gonna fix his son's broken heart again for better or for worse. He did it really effectively with the help of his other sons and Kinn's bestfriend.

But they never saw their old Kinn again, it's new version of Kinn. Yes, there kinn is infront of them, but still Kinn far away from them. They can't reach him anymore. He never smiled like before, he was not friendly anymore, he's so cold to everyone, he's so heartless, everyone look at him in fair. He is no longer their playful son, brother or friend. It's really scary. But anyone can't complain about it. At least he was alive and infront of everyone. That brings everyone a little relief.