My Love

04.Brotherhood

Day before Kinn's arrivel.

Vegas's Pov

We are going to main family mansion today for monthly meeting. My blood boil always when I see that old man. So I don't want to go there at first place but Porsche forced me to go there.
Sometimes he is so stubborn, I even barely controlled my anger some times.That is really annoyed. I can see how excite he to go there. That make my mind go crazy.

This make me remember Pete, he never forced me anything to do which I don't like. It's me who always did it. He always supported me, always followed my commands like a obedient child. He never complained about anything. He even managed to....... Shit, why I'm thinking about him now?

Before we leave we are going to have our breakfast. So we both walked towards the dining table hand in hand. Now... When we arrived there my little brother Macau he eats his breakfast. I'm very happy today, today I can have my breakfast with my little brother and Porsche like a family. Because Macao didn't eat with us all this month. It's only Porsche and me always. But today we can do it like before.

I sat down next to my brother. He even not lift his head to look at us. He act like we are not here. I was hurt by his behaviour but I'm not gonna back of that easily.

"Good morning Mac" I said. He didn't great me, he just nod his head towards me without taking his eyes off the food. I lift my hand to rub his back but he quickly flinched away from my touch. I frozed, this never happened before even a onetime. He ate quickly like he want to disappear from here.

There is a awkward silence between us. Porsche look at me worriedly and squeezed my hand softly to comfort me. I give him a small smile and started to give some fancake to Mac. But he took his plate away without any word. What was happening ?

This all started since last month. This never happened before. I know he was changed a lot during past month. But my heart is not ready to accept it that I lost my little brother forever. I should give him little more time. I think he can't accept it quickly. I don't want to even think about life without Mac.

When Pete left, Mac never said anything to me or asked about anything from me. But he started avoid me since then. I know maybe he was hurt by it but I'm his brother. He can't do this to me, I'm only his family. Not Pete. So I have to try my best to get my bro back. He was just used to Pete's presence. Nothing more.

Before, he would start talking as soon as he saw me approached here but now everythings changed. He barely talk to me now. He doesn't ask me play with him anymore. He doesn't let me know where he is. He doesn't talk about his daily life or school works anymore. There is not anymore little fist bumps, his teasing words, his clingy behaviour towards me, his little kisses. This feel Killing me alive. He act like I'm a stranger. The eyes that were once full of love are now full of hate pure disgust.

He finished his breakfast and started to get up from table. I can't take it anymore. There is a rule between us never gonna anyone get up from dining table before everyone has finished their meal. So I'm gonna use it to keep him here little more time.

"We're not finished yet Mac" I said while holding his one hand. He raised his eyesbrows at me and he pulled out his hand and took it to him.

"What I have to do with it?" Mac asked me unusual voice. There is no emotions at all.

"Like you can see, we didn't finished yet"
I told him hoping he would remember our usual rule.

"So what do you tell me to do? Oh,do you want to clean me the dining table after you finished?"?" Mac asked me questionoly. He is so stubborn

"What are you talking about Mac? No you don't have to do anything. Just stay here" I said calmly while control my anger

"For what?" He asked me like he forget about everything already. 'Is he serious? Mac really forget about it? Wow this kid. If Pete was here he gonna smack him and squeezed him like jelly. What the fuck Vegas. Why are you thinking about him? Shit.