Heal me ( Namkook)

Chapter 1 - Prologue: Nightmares

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❗️❗️Warning : Rape, non consensual sex , Child abuse, PTSD 🔞
If you are uncomfortable please skip reading .

"Yes, little lamb, like that.." The man groaned in pleasure, grabbing his hair.

Namjoon's eyes overflowed while he sat on his knees and tried to take the man's entire length in his small mouth. He gripped on the man's thighs hard while he felt him starting to thrust into his mouth hard. He wanted to bite that dick off him, but he couldn't; he was too afraid, too fragile to fight him, and he was scared.

"Keep doing that; use your tongue to lick." He guided him.

After a while, the man held his hair tightly and thrusted into his mouth mercilessly. Namjoon's gagging voice and the man's grunts were the only things that were heard in the room.
" Yes!! You finally learned to do it properly," he smirked between the acts. His thrusts started getting faster and deeper and started hitting Namjoon's throat while he sobbed, feeling miserable and helpless .

After a while of him fucking his mouth, the man came inside,filling it with salty cum.

"Swallow my little lamb. Don't waste a drop," he said, not letting go of his hair while Namjoon felt a wave of nausea hit him. He absolutely hated swallowing it, but he was scared to spit it out, afraid that it might anger the man. The first time he did that, he was slapped across the cheeks and had a swollen face for a week.

Namjoon swallowed it, shutting his eyes, and looked up at him. He prayed for the man to be done for the day. When he saw him walking away from the bed, Namjoon began to stand up. All he wanted was to go to his room and hide under the covers.

The man heard him walking away , he turned back, and smirked.
"Where do you think you are going, my little lamb?"
Namjoon stopped in his tracks and noticed him taking out a bottle of lube from his bag.
"We are just getting started.!!" He walked forward and tugged Namjoon's arm and pushed him to the bed.
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Namjoon woke up panting and sweating. He looked around and was relieved that he was still in his room, in his bed, alone.
He sighed and wiped the sweat and tears away from his face. His T-shirt was soaked in sweat; he took it off and threw it away. The cool air from the air conditioner hit his skin, giving him some comfort. He reached for the water bottle that was on his table and downed it.

Each night, the dreams felt more and more like reality. Like he was reliving all the bad days again.

He took out his sleeping pills from his bedside drawer, popped some in, and laid back on the bed, staring at the ceiling, waiting for the pills to kick in.

He wondered if he would ever sleep without them again.

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It was hard writing this .

ℹ️ℹ️I do not support any kind of abuse or anything mentioned in the story. It's written just to show the characters trauma and struggles.

If you know about anyone getting abused or if you are experiencing it yourself .Please seek the necessary help needed immediately.

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