Grusha POV
And she is still angry... I should really say sorry to her. Why that it so hard to do?
While thinking of a sentence to break this awkward silence we both started to prepare the picnic we originally came here for. I chose some ingrediants while Y/N put down a blanket for us to sit on later.
Altaria, Swablu and Snom had much fun playing in the snow... at least they are happy. A small smile crept up my face but faded quickly after I took a glimpse of Y/N.
Her eyed were teary, as soon as I looked at her a sharp pain shot through my stomache.
Did I mess everything up?
I just... can't bring myself to talk.
Y/N POV
I feel like a little kid!
I got so angry at Grusha for treating me like one and now look at me. Holding back these... feelings resulting in tears. Like when I was younger. Ugh...
"Y/N-"
"Shut it.", my voice was quiet because else I would start to cry.
"..."
Now he defenitly wont talk to me. Great job! We maybe could have resolved everything. I just want things to go back like they were before. I hate this so much, I want him back. I want us back.
I looked at Grusha and his face looked worried, I think. I'm such an idiot. A stubborn idiot.
As I cut the vegetables the wind started to get louder and colder. It also started to snow. Will it get stormy like Grusha said? We should probably go home-
"Y/N I know you don't wanna talk but lets at least go home before it will start to storm and it gets dark.", he seemed very serious and cold. But also scared? I can't give in.
"No I'm not a little kid I can handle a few snowflakes!", I flipped my hair over my shoulder and turned away.
"Sigh...", was all that Grusha had to say in a really annoyed tone. I snapped. I said bad things. Grusha could only stare at me while I went on and on and on and on and
on
and
on
I couldn't recall what I said.
"Then stay here. I'm leaving. Altaria come here.", his eyes lost their sparkle and his voice its warmth.
I messed up.
I defenitly messed up.
I messed up.
Tears started to fall as soon as Grusha turned his back to me, will I be alone again?
He was the only one that was here.
Wait.
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.
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Grusha
...
This name
.
.
.
I...
Totally forgot.
He was the first friend I ever made. It was him. How did I forget this?!
What friend am I forgetting this?!
"RAAAAH", Altaria shouted not wanting to stay in her Pokeball.
"Just stay in for gods sake.", Grusha shouted and after that took notice of me.
"I... remember.", my voice was shaking. I was smiling, crying, angry. Too much. I'm overflowing.
"What?", Grusha seemed interested after all.
"It was y-"
"RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!"
Hm? What's Altarias deal?
"Y/N... where is... Swablu?", Grusha seemed very worried. I just noticed we are in tge middle of a blizzard and Swablu was gone.
Shoot...
"Grusha I... I... I didn't...", I was not sure what I was feeling, and completly overwhelmed.
"It's okay... let's talk later. We will find Swablu first.", I petted my head trying to look annoyed, which calmed me down a bit.
We were running around blindly shouting Swablus name. It is getting dark and 30min passed without a trace.
Swablu...
"Y/N we really need to find shelter. The storm gets worse, we will freeze to... we will freeze.", he seemed reluctant to say the last part.
"Hm. Where will we go? A tent wont keep us save."
"There is a cottage near here, I think we can stay there. Noone lives there either way.", he took my hand.
"Don't get lost."
There he goes treating me like a kid... or... maybe not. He is treating me like something he wants to hold close and dear.
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Grusha x Reader ❄️✨Feelings like snow✨💫
FanfictionY/N is a young girl, her eyes are wonderful but behind them there's a terrible story. She was living happily with her parents and grandmother when all of a sudden her parents died in an accident. Y/N had to leave her happy home, heartbroken. She go...
