UNHOLY

#UNHOLY13

"So..."

Ayan na naman siya. Napaka daldal talaga ng lalaking 'to pero hindi ko naman din maipagkakaila na nag enjoy akong kasama ito.

"Care to have a drink after this?"

Nagpunas ako ng bibig pagkatapos kong kumain at tiningnan ang lalaki.

"You know I can't do that, Vladislav."

"Well, I'm just trying my luck-"

He was not able to finish what he's about to say when my phone rang. Inilagay ko iyon sa mesa habang kumakain ako kaya't sabay kaming napatingin doon.

It was Adrian.

Sinulyapan ko si Nikolai at kita ko ang dilim ng mukha nito habang nakatitig sa telepono ko.

Tumikhim ako bago sinagot ang tawag ngunit hindi ako umalis o lumayo ng konti at nanatili lang sa upuan.

"Where are you, Dakota?" Si Adrian sa kabilang linya.

The man in front of me stopped eating too and just watched me answering the call.

I sighed silently. Magaan na ang mood ko ngayon at ayoko na namang maalala kung gaano ka gago ang asta ni Adrian sa akin kagabi kaya kailangan kong kumala. Ilang beses akong huminga ng malalim ngunit kumalma lang nang magtama ang paningin namin ng lalaking nasa harap ko.

I cleared my throat and looked at somewhere else.

"B-bakit?"

I cleared my throat again. Nautal ako hindi dahil sa kay Adrian kundi dahil kung gaano ka bigat ang titig ng lalaking kasama ko.

"It's almost late tapos hindi ka pa umuuwi! Gawain ba ng matinong asawa iyan?"

Bigla namang may kung ano ang kumudlit sa loob loob ko.

"Are you serious?!" Bahagyang napataas ang boses ko.

"Bakit? You should be at home now! I went home early so I could have dinner with you! Nasaan ka ba?!" Medyo inis na sabi nito kaya naman mas lalo lang kumulo ang dugo ko.

Naikuyom ko ang aking kamay na nasa mesa dahil sa inis.

"I did not question you when you were always away, Adrian. Even when I know that you are lying...I always gave you the benefit of the doubt. Don't make me do something that can ruin you."

I heard him scoffed from the other line.

"Wow! You have the guts now? Are you sure you can do that? Because you really know what will happen, Dakota. You will not just ruin me...you'll ruin your family too...and your parents..." tapos ay sinundan nito iyon ng sarkastikong tawa.

Hindi ko na nakayanan ang putang inang lalaki at ibinaba ko na ang tawag. Napapikit nalang ako dahil sa inis at galit. I can't really control myself especially when he's touching that part. That is always sensitive to me.

Pakiramdam ko ay gusto kong umiyak dahil sa inis.

Naging kalmado ng kaunti ang pakiramdam ko at napamulat nang may humawak sa kamay kong nasa kuyom sa mesa.

I looked at his big hand that covered mine. He opened my hand and slid his fingers in mine. It felt good. I felt safe. It took me seconds to realize that he is actually holding my hands.

Ang inis at galit na nararamdaman kanina ay nahalinhan ng kaba...kaba hindi dahil sa takot kundi dahil sa excitement.

I slowly looked up to him until our eyes met. His green eyes looked at me with more intensity but with lots of emotions in it.

His eyes are so expressive that you can read what's in his mind.

Nakipagpaligsahan ito sa titigan sa akin. Walang may balak na umatras at unang magbaba ng tingin. He looked at me like he is reading the depths of me. And I was so brave to fight him.

Here is the man who is willing to be used...

But...are you willing to face the consequences, Dakota?

For once, I want to do something on my own. Something that I get to decide for myself...something that will make me feel like I am living...

And here is the man who always makes me feel alive...even just his presence, his stare, his warmth...can make my insides churn...

Mas lalong humigpit ang kapit niya sa kamay ko.

And then...

I made a decision I know that can make my life more complicated...But I don't feel scared or in fear...I feel thrilled...more excited.

And I think he was able to read what's on my mind. It's like our eyes are talking and telling things that our mouths can't...

And the next thing I knew...

Nakasandal na ako sa pader at sinusuklian ang mga halik nito.

I don't how the hell did we go here in his place dahil ang tanging nasa isip ko nalang ay ang mga susunod na mangyayari...

He was agressively kissing me and I answered it with the same intensity. We were kissing and our bodies are burning from heat coming from within us.

And after a few minutes of eating each other's mouth...I am already naked except that I am still wearing stilleto.

He looked at me from my face down to my body. Sobrang nag iinit ang mukha ko dahil sa titig nito. I can see lust burning in his eyes.

I was about to cover my body because I was conscious of how he looks at me but he held my arm.

"Don't...I want to see all of you." He sensually said.

Imbis na mahiya ay mas naging matapang ako dahil sa kung paano niya ako tingnan. Na para bang ako ang pinakamagandang babae sa buong mundo.

He was staring at me while undressing himself slowly. I felt liquid heat gushed from my down there...

I haven't felt this before...the excitement and the thrill... the lust...

I silently gasped when he removed his pants and his boxer briefs...I was at awe because he looks like a greek God from Olympus.

I slowly and shamelessly stared at his face...to his body...and then his maleness.

I gasped in shocked! Putang ina! Kakasya kaya iyan sa akin???

Napabalik ako ng tingin sa lalaki ng bigla itong tumawa.

"Don't be scared, my siren. Hindi ka kakagatin niyan. Paiiyakin ka lang....sa sarap."