UNHOLY

#UNHOLY6

I only have one plan and that is to ask this gorgeous devil about what happened last night.

But I just found myself in his dining table, having breakfast with him.

Pilit kong pinipigilan ang gutom na nararamdaman at pilit na nagmamatigas. Kahit kanina pa ako lumulunok dahil sa amoy ng pagkain na nakahain sa harapan namin.

"Can you answer my question so I can go home now?"

Napahinto ito sa paglalagay ng pagkain sa plato nito at tiningnan ako. Ayan na naman ang mga mata nito na kung makatingin ay para bang gusto ako nitong kainin.

That sounded so dirty!

Tumikhim ako dahil sa naiisip.

"Just eat, my siren. It's not good to discuss about sex infront of the food." Nakangising sabi nito.

Isinuot na nito ulit ang sleeveless shirt na suot nito kanina. Buti naman at may respeto naman pala sa pagkain. Hindi naman siya ang ihahain kahit masarap siyang tingnan.

What the fuck, Dakota?

"I don't have more time to waste, Mr. Vladislav. And can you please not call me on that endearment? I did not give you the permission to give me one." Seryosong saad ko.

Now I got his attention. Seryoso na ang mukha nitong nakangisi kanina. Mas lalong maging intense ang tingin nito sa akin.

He put the spoon and fork on his plate and focused on me.

"Why is it very important for you to know if we had sex last night?"

Hindi kaagad ako nakasagot. Alangan namang sabihin kong may asawa ako at wala sa plano ko ang makipag sex kahit kanino kahit ilang beses nang nagawa ng asawa ko iyon?

So what if he'll know that you are married, Dakota?

Yeah. So what, right?

But part of me doesn't want him to know. Part of me just doesn't want to reveal that part.

"I-I...just want to know. I didn't plan on having sex with someone last night. I only planned on getting drunk and forgetting things temporarily."

He sighed.

"Really? Judging on how drunk you were last night, how lucky are you that I was the one who went near you and joined you?"

Napaupo ako ng maayos.

"You were so drunk last night that you even begged me to fuck your brains out. But I did not. Because I can't fuck a woman who is not on her right mind to give me a consent. So no, we did not have sex last night."

Nakahinga ako ng maluwag dahik sa sinabi nito. Akmang tatayo na ako dahil plano ko nang umalis nang magsalita ito ulit.

"But we can do it now, babe."

Kaagad akong napalingon ito at kung hindi ko lang napigilan ang kamay kong dumampot ng ibabato rito, panigurado ay may bukol na ito sa ulo.

Ang sarap pa naman burahin ng ngisi nito sa mukha.

"You know what, I already decided to thank you for keeping me safe while I was drunk last night, pero mukhang hindi mo deserve!"

Ngayon ay tumawa na ang hudyo.

"Chill! I was just joking. Can we just eat, please? Sayang ang niluto ko para sa'yo. Mas tatanggapin ko ang "thank you" mo kung sasabayan mo akong kumain."

Napabuntong hininga naman ako at umayos ng upo. Sige na nga. Tutal ay gutom naman na rin ako at kanina pa kumukulo ang tiyan ko. Panigurado naman ay hindi rin ako makakakain pag uwi dahil alam kong magtatalo na naman kami ni Adrian.

"There! Eat a lot. I'm pretty sure you're hungry. Kanina ko pa naririnig na kumakanta ang mga alaga mo sa tiyan." Nakatawang sabi nito.

"Hindi ka talaga titigil?"

Umiling iling ito at nagpatuloy sa pag kain.

"So...what do you with your life, Dakota?" Maya maya ay tanong nito.

My heart flipped when I heard him say my name.

"What is this? Question and answer portion?"

I raised my brows at him.

"Well,  just some kind of getting to know you. It's not bad to have little chit chats in between food, right?"

Bumuntong hininga na lang ako. I'm pretty sure hindi rin naman ako titigilan ng hudyo na ito.

Gwapong hudyo, right?

I mentally rolled my eyes.

"Are you into business?"

See? Kasasabi ko lang. Hindi talaga ako titigilan nito hangga't nakukuha nito ang gustong sagot.

Uminom muna ako ng tubig tapos ay pinunasan ang bibig bago sumagot. Nakamasid naman ang lalaki sa bawat galaw ko. It's just so weird that I feel comfortable around him.

"I plan on putting up a flowershop. I...want my own business so..yeah."

Tumango tango ito. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ko sinabi ang tanging gusto ko pero nakahinga ako ng maluwang nang wala akong nakitang pang maliit sa mga mata nito. Hindi tulad noong sinabi ko ang planong ito kay Adrian. He said that it's a waste of time. He doesn't want me to be busy of something else. He wants me to just be his housewife.

Bumalik na naman ang bigat sa dibdib ko nang maalala ang mga sinabi nito sa akin.

"Forget about that plan, love. Just stay at home. I don't want you to get stressed because of something. I'd rather have you here, relaxing at home."

"But it's what I want, Adrian. Nakakabagot dito sa bahay. Isa pa, gusto ko ng pagkakakitaan na galing sa akin mismo. I don't want to be comfortable just because I have my family to support me." Palag ko sa kanya.

"No , Dakota. Humahanap ka lang ng excuse para makawala sa bahay. Ano bang mabigat sa pag aalaga sa asawa mo? Buti nga iyan lang ang gagawin mo at hindi ang pagharap sa ibang investors, pagpirma at pag manage sa isang malaking kumpanya."

"You okay?"

Nagising ako sa pag iisip nang kunin ni Nikolai ang atensyon ko. Kita ko ang pag alala sa mga mata nito.

Tumango ako.

My heart feels warm.

Because for the first time, someone asked me if I am okay.

And I am not.

And I don't know if I will ever be.

I just feel like shit because of the things I have in my head.

But this person in front of me...a devil, a gorgeous devil...managed to calm the storm in me.