Cordelia Rosalie Evans,
My only daughter, my only child. It's ironic that I don't know what to say, don't you think? My entire life I would never shut the bloody fuck up, but now, in this silent house with not a person to speak to it's as if i'm already lying along with the dead.
I'll leave it to you to find the gallows humour in that.
I won't apologize, not because I don't feel remorse for whatever trauma I've caused you, but because you were doomed from the start.
How was I ever supposed to be a mother to someone as extraordinary as you? God cursed you, I knew from when I first laid my eyes on you. I could never be what would make my own child prosper.
Therefore you had to figure it out on your own. You've done well enough so far, and I wish you much luck whenever it is that you may need it. Though I don't think that will be often, you've lived a dreary life and still you live.
I don't know what it is...exactly...that you suffer from. But it's more than I could ever imagine.
Look at your life in perspectives Cordelia. From my worlds point of view you are something of a fairytale.
Hate me or love me I am your mother and you are my daughter.
Inspire you or envy you, you are my daughter and I am your mother.
You are my daughter.
I can die in ease knowing you are my mark on this planet. The best thing I have ever done lived and lives on.
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i'm not back i'm just...thinking about it
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Fanfiction"You kissed Sirius," I sob. "I know, Cordelia." He whispers. "It's so horrible." "Yes, it is. I wish you hadn't had to see that," I rest my head against his warm chest, using my thick robe to wipe my eyes. I take a few deep breaths, trying to calm m...
