There I was;
Unsolicited opinions and penned up thoughts
Sitting right in the room where I didn't fit in
It's either I was too much or too less
But never was I enough
Until you saw me- no,
You noticed me
I felt like I was just in the right place.
There I was;
Deep and unsaid anxieties about who knows and who says
Afraid that my secrets get spilled out
Just like the red ink on my heart-shaped pages
Wearing your hoodie and bowing down while I'm on my way to you
Because you can't be seen with me
You can't let them know that you love me.
There I was;
Getting unimaginable hatred and anger
They say I'm a homewrecker without knowing the truth
Still I risk everything to be with you
I sacrificed everything because only in you
Only in you could I see contentment
Until you told me
"Oh, Kasey, if only you see yourself in my eyes."
There I was;
Shattering like fragile glass in a million pieces
When you went to her house
And you didn't tell me
You said it was over with her,
I thought it was over with her
And then it was
It was over but with us.