kadhal Thantha Vali

Chapter 33 : I Hate You......

Y/n's pov

I reached my house. I locked the door and slide down the door and cried my heart out.

Why are you doing this Arjun... What did I do to you....

Ennala mudila kadavule.....idhuka mela ennalla mudiyadu.... Romba kastama iruku...

I was crying and crying till I lost all my energy.... My stomach grumbled. Begging me to have food.

I caressed my baby bump.....

In this chaos I forgot about my baby...

I slowly got up and went to the kitchen.... I took the rice In a plate and had is along with curd...

After having that... I checked the stock of groceries.

Everything is gonna over in 3 day... The rice is enough only for 3 days too.

I have only 500 from my salary.

I slowly walked to my small room. I opened the foldable mat and took my old kurti. This is where I kept my savings...

I counted the money... Rs. 12, 900...i had.

I have to pay the rent, my medical check up... How I'm going to manage the expenses.

I have to pay 2500rs for my rent, 3000rs for buying groceries and water. I don't get pure drinking water here so I have to buy it. And I keep the rest of the money for my monthly check up, medicines and rest for my delivery expenses....

How I'm going to manage this....

Y/n don't worry. Just don't get tired and look for a job....

I lied on the mat thinking about today's event.... And slept with a heavy heart.

After 3 days

Everything is over.... EVERYTHING IS OVER......

For the past 3 days... I have gone to almost all the coffee shop... But I couldn't get a job.

The interview will start of well. Then they ask about my previous job experience. When I tell them about my job experience. They question me "why did you leave a job in a famous coffee shop". How can I tell them that my husband deliberately made them fire me.

And finally they will say... We will call you later.. Then that's the end of the interview session..

I mentally scoffed at myself.

All the groceries in my house is also over..... I didn't even have a single penny in my hand.

2 days before..... Durga came to meet me.... She said she is in need of money that her mother is in hospital and she said she will repay the amount in 1 week.

I gave my savings to her thinking I'll get a job. How can I not help her when her mother is in hospital. I'm a mother too..

En kozhanda naa kastham patta thanguma Ada Mathiri thaane durga kum ava amma...panam mukkiyam thaa ana munushan Ada vida mukkiyam.

I gave her the money I had but now I standing here empty handed.. Starving *tears spilling out*

I have around 150rs in my Hand. I went to a small petty shop. And bought some biscuit packets and a water bottle....

I came back home and had 2 packets of biscuit in hunger.

I drank almost half of the bottle and restrained myself not to drink further...

I don't have anyone here to ask for help.

I slept on the mat due to dizziness....

I woke up and looked at the time it showed 8 pm.