18 | speak

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If only the signs of time have been with us now
Is it right to keep reaping and dying without knowing how
The earth ravages the flesh and how it waters the soil?
Have we the reason to continue thriving in our toil?
There have been times when I have wanted to give up
Had my bones crushed and my breath choked and stopped
I slept on the road, with nothing by my fear for company
Kept faith with the gods of the world for a little bit of money
To get me to the boulevard of chained sighs and empty lips
I hail a cab to get me through the pain and worthless trips
So, darling, believe me that I've been in and out of the blue
Speak of truth, of cages; speak for loveless eyes too

And I will listen to it all; just like I used to
Make the bustles of the city my jive and my rue
There's been a while when I danced without music
Swung my arms too wide and I got cursed and sick
Would it have killed me, then, if I kept at it?
Should I have known what's best for me and my beat?
Love, I've seen nameless cars pass, coming only to go
I've seen the stars burn bright for something so low
Trees have stooped and braved winds for the grass
Bells have chimed for forgetful souls made of brass
So, darling, believe me when I say I don't have a clue
Of how to speak for life or to speak for loveless eyes too

If only we saw the signs posted so high
We could have stopped at the lights or by
We could have turned around and knew exactly why
There's so much color to go around when we lie
The sky had never looked so blue before
How clouds form only to fall into asphalt and more
Then comes the heat to dry off the traces of tears
Have you found the lesson to keep trying over the years?
There's been boards of meaningless blurbs
The paint is peeling and there's letters missing in words
So, darling, I've understood more than what you have to do
Speak of youth, of changes; speak of loveless eyes too

And I will pour my heart to the pretense we lived
Cast my mind off the boat, screw the bereaved
Chip away at the pieces of my skin in the dark
Maybe, just maybe, there's still an ember or spark
Of who I used to be and of the memories I held
There were still faces whose traces started to meld
Into a patchwork of torn pictures forming my life
Look into it and see all—the gloom, the joy, the strife
To get me out of the page I closed myself in
Say why you wanted me and ask how have I been
So, darling, there's been a secret path leading back to you
So speak of ages, of death; speak of loveless eyes too

And I will pour my heart to the pretense we livedCast my mind off the boat, screw the bereavedChip away at the pieces of my skin in the darkMaybe, just maybe, there's still an ember or sparkOf who I used to be and of the memories I heldThere were ...

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This is one of my stronger pieces out there and I love, love, love the final lines in each stanzas as they provide me with plenty of room to play around in terms of impact and the final intestine-slapp. I'm a sucker for these lines so yeah. xD

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