It's been 2 weeks and everyone is still sad. My whole family came down to support me, in 3 days were hosting his funeral. Just thinking about it makes me cry. I have had so many flowers arrived I could open a flower shop. Taylor knows sees a therapist every Mknday and Friday. I feel bad she has no friends, no dad, and no brother. She was a sad lonely child, my mom now stays with us to make sure I don't do anything stupid.
*Funeral Day*
I out on my black lacy dress , heels, and black vail.
"Hey Taylor" I opened her door.
"What!?" She became really mean after it happened but I let her have her feelings
"Can u plz get ready were leaving"
She rolled her eyes and got dressed.
My mom drive me and Taylor to the graveyard, passing by all the tombstones I started to cry, I didn't even care about my makeup
"This is were my boy lives now" I said three tears
My mom rubber my back, and I tried to whip away the tears before I looked like a clown. I'm using make up remover as tissues though.
"we gather here today to praise the life of Nick, God gave him the gift of life and sadly the devil himself came and took him away."
As the ceromony went on I cried through it all. Miley just stared at the ground. When they out him in the ground I knew he was really gone. I walked up to the casket as they were putting dirt on top of it I stod there with tears falling out i squated down next to it. I took of this necklace that he "bought" for me.
"Well my baby boy I'm so sorry this happened to you *sniffle* you didn't deserve this, but know I will always always love you and I will never forget what a wonderful boy you were." I got up and walked away. I was the only one still there I wanted to be. As I was walking out I saw Nick, (his ghost just FYI) he smiled at me and a light showed down and there he went. This time I smiled happy tears.and there he went up up and up and that were he lived now
