"Who the hell is that!?"
"Courtney, this is my cousin. Her husband just passed away and she lives on a farm out here"
"Hi I'm Martha he told me so much about u" she said in a fragile voice
"Oh I'm sorry I thought-" I felt so bad
"It's fine but please come home." He begged
"Ok-"
I felt myself turning pale
"Babe you ok?" U looked worried
I ran to the bathroom and threw up. I whipped my mouth and after I threw up I felt really well. I went on with my day I got my stuff and was heading home. A couple days later I saw I missed my period. I threw up right after. I almost started crying. I couldn't be.. I drove straight to the drug store. I bought three things of pregnancy test.
I prayed I wouldn't be. I was 22 I was t ready.
After 5 min all said positive. I started crying would if Chris left me. He would be home from work in an hour. I made dinner to tell him the news. I had wine at every meal but this time I had water.
"Hey babe in here"
"Mm smells great. Where are the mine glasses?"
"I'm not feeling like wine tonight"
We were half way through dinner when I said "babe we need to talk"
"What's up?"
I started crying "please don't hate me."
"I couldn't.. What's wrong?"
"I'm pre-pre- pregnant" I couldn't stop crying "I'm sorry I'm sorry" I kept saying
"Mother fuc***" he said
"What?" I looked at him
"I don't want a baby. I told you I'm not freaking ready."
"And u think I am" my tears stopped falling
"I can't" he was crying
"I'm not getting an abortion"
"Then I'm killing it myself" he ran to the kitchen and got a knife.
What the hell!? I was so scared I ran out the apartment.
