The Warrior (Wolf Series #3)

The Warrior - 25 -

I am in hysterical fits of tears right now. I couldn't feel the bond through the amounts of pain I was in.

The bond gone and the pain of birth was sucking the life away from me. I could feel Lucas squeezing my hand making me snap my eyes back open and lazily look up at him

"Violet you hear me, you stay with me for this baby, you fucking hear me" Lucas says gripping my hand while Natalia wipes the sweat from my brow

"I know you are in pain from losing Blaine but think about the baby, the love you will feel when you hold he or she in your arms again" Lucas whispers while pressing his head against the side of mine.

I cringe through the pain as another contraction hits me. It feels like my tummy is repeatedly crushed by the cramping of my muscles.

Tears were falling from my face "Blaine" I cry out. Natalia cries beside me as she holds my hand telling me to squeeze their hands

"I'm not ready, I need Blaine" I continue to cry for my mate. I know he's gone and my siblings are here but it doesn't make it any easier. I just want Blaine here.

The love of my life died before my eyes and I was never going to see him again.

"I hate you Blaine" I whisper through the many contractions. I continue to whisper the words over and over again.

"But I will love this baby as much as you love me"

"Get ready to push Violet" Clarissa says "Because the head is crowning"

"Fuck already?" Lucas says turning his head for a moment before settling back on me

"When a baby is ready they are ready whether you like it or not" Clarissa says.

"You can do this baby girl, come on" Lucas says directly into my ear

I barely hear the words Natalia and Clarissa are saying to me each time they tell me to push. It's like my body is just doing it automatically

My wolf is barely holding on with the loss of her mate but she's pushing for our baby.

"One big push" I can't help but push my hardest when I suddenly feel relief fill me and a cry that makes me fall in love all over again. In my ears, it was melodious and that's all that mattered.

I close my eyes to rest with a smile, hearing my newborn baby cry with their entrance into the world. If only Blaine were here. I sigh and feel Natalia or Lucas cry beside me. I can just hear the words of strength whispered, the words to hold on for my child.

The doors burst wide open just as I begin to feel life slip away. I can feel my hands squeezed tight in warm hands, this makes me smile "Violet you stay awake" I barely hear Natalia whisper in my ear "Because you'll never guess who came through those doors" They let go of my hands and the warmth they were giving me was being replaced by the chill in the air.

I'm tired. I'm trying to hold on but I can't

"Baby" I hear the deep seductive strong voice of my mate, my love say to me. My heart skips a beat hearing his sweet endearment. I smile hearing him call to me "Beautiful open those pretty eyes" I feel the tingles in my hand, the connection back and my heart beat come back to being stable.

Sighs filled the room while my baby cries for me. I know they are crying for me, I can feel the pull they are using to get me to hold on. A tear slips from my eyes, I can feel it slipping down the side of my cheek

"He is beautiful my love, open your eyes so you can see us... I promised I wouldn't leave you and I never will" I feel his lips press to me. My eyes shot open, these lips they were real and they weren't my imagination. I pulled him into my arms as he chuckled against my lips. I push him away with both of my hands on the sides of his face to look at him. His eyes looked worried, yet full of love and pride as he looks back into mine. I take in his rested state but could also see him still in the infirmary scrubs we had dressed him in this morning