"family"
the first page of the rusty old diary said, the pages were crisp yet smooth.
By the looks of it, the book seemed to be someone's personal diary.
a light creaking sound was made when the page was turned, "Srishti Nagar?"
19 august 1992
dear diary
heyaaaa my new diary aka my non-real friend aka also the one who's gonna hear all my rants from now on. now before you judge me for being a loner. lemme clarify, i do have friends, there would be around 30 people i could call friends but its just i don't feel that connected with everyone
but then again you can't blame me, i was homeschooled all my life thanks to my fathers so called 'business' he still thinks i don't know he is a mafia-
duh
anyways GUESS WHAT? AS YOU KNOW TODAY WAS THE FIRST DAY OF MY FINAL YEAR IN COLLAGE, SO SOME 'NEW ADMISSIONS' WERE THERE AND I SAW A REALLY CUTEEEEE BOY.
hey i am not a pervert its just that...... he was just soooo cuteee and genuinee and ughhhhhh i don't know i just want to approach him.
writing short today cause i have to get my beauty sleep~ ab uske samne aisi shakal leke toh nahi ja sakti na
**********
10 september, 1992
dear diary
its been almost a month since i have been 'trying' to approach this guy, oh did i mention his name?
Sameer
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. sorry that was just me simping severely
EVEN HIS NAME IS SO SEXY, LIKE SERIOUSLY EVERYONE IN THE COLLEGE KNOWS I HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM EXCEPT HIS DUMB SELF.
but a good thing that happened is that i got paired with him for the group project,
no i so didn't threaten his past partner
or did i?? HEHEHEH
he has half the college girls behind himself still he only talk to those 2 khacchar friends of his, what was their name again?
YAA RUDRAA AND AMAN SOMETHING.
i tried talking to them as well to approach this motherfucker- like seriously i never chased someone so bad in my life.
about that rudra guy from what i have heard he comes from some 'influential family' well a richie of course
and that aman guy, honestly saying i don't get some really good vibes from him. i mean he is just so -so?
my Sameer is the bestttttttttt
IF U DIDN'T NOTICE I CALLED MY SAMEER 'MINE'
HAH-
bye for nowwwwwww
*******
3 december 1992
dear diary
FUCK FUCK FUCKKKKK FUCKKKK
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
SAMEER ASKED ME OUT???????????????????????????????????????
NO I AM NOT DREAMING!?!?!
NO BITCH DIARY I AIN'T LYING EITHER
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
Illicit Affairs
Fiksi Penggemar"Why do you do this? Every time I feel like we're finally getting somewhere, feel like I maybe understand you, why do you have to fuck it all up?" "It's just a matter of perspective, and sometimes just a matter of a gunshot, sweetheart" he smirked
