•𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗱• |𝗬𝗶𝗻𝗪𝗮𝗿'𝘀 𝗦𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆
I don't know what I did wrong.
I really don't know...
Why aren't I good enough for you?
He's my bestfriend and I always treat him very well but honestly, I don't know what he thinks of me. Did he just...
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『𝙒𝘼𝙍 𝙋𝙊𝙑』
🅵🅸🆁🆂🆃 🆆🅴🅴🅺 🅾🅵 🅰🆄🅶🆄🆂🆃, 2017
"If you love someone, you want them to be happy, this person is on your mind literally all the time, you get just a little jealous, you become more affectionate towards them and you start to include them in all your future plans."
I remembered Yin said this to me and now, I always ask myself, do I love him more than a friend?
Why did I get hurt every time I saw him with Fern?
Why was I jealous every time he smiled at Fern?
Why does it feel like my heart was being stabbed when I watched how beautifully he treated Fern?
I either didn't know or I'm lying about it. Even while I was with Pack, I always prioritized Yin. Yes, I'll admit that I wanted him to be by my side continuously, therefore I was always trying to understand of how he treated and behaved toward me.
I feel really at ease around him, which was a sensation I never got with anyone else.
He had a smile that I love to see. He made me smile when he laughed. Listening him call my name was one of my favorite things. I love when he holds my hand.
Is this love?
I didn't care how he treated me because I knew that as long as he needed me, I would always be there for him. After all, I told him that I wouldn't leave him unless he personally asked me to.
"Yin, do you love me?" I always asked him that question again and again.
"Why do you always ask me that, War?" He chuckled. "You're not bored?"
"Nothing....I just emm want to know."
"People...can change, right?" I laughed awkwardly while scratching my non-itchy head.
He smiled and ruffled my hair. "Even if you ask me a thousand times, my answer remains the same, War."
"I love you. You're my best friend," he replied, giving me a sweet smile.
I loved every time he said, 'I love you, War.' But...why does my heart start to hurt when he said he loved me because I'm his best friend? Is it possible that I'm now expecting more?
