When I got to the hospital I walked up to Nurse Martha, "how many more hours?" I said. He was now going to die in a matter of hours. "40." She responded with her head down.
I nodded. I had to let this happen. He was going to be safer and not go through much pain.
When I walked into room 313, he was sitting there asleep. I sat in izzy's lap and she hugged me. She knew what was happening because i texted her through the whole thing. "On the bright side, Your going to be my stepsister." She said. I smiled. Hadley sleeping was adorable. Izzy got up and left and so I sat next to Hadley like usual.
I squeezed his hand and he woke up. "Miley. 40 more. This is going by so fast." He said wiping his eyes as he had just awaken.
I looked down at him laying down. "I thought my last moments of life, we would have a happy family and we would be married or something, but here we are 13, we are the broken infinities." He said adjusting his heart rate thing.
I began crying. "I don't want to see that the last 40 hours of my life. I wanna see my smily Miley." He said smiling. I wiped my tears with my arm. "It's just not that easy." I responded.
I couldn't see how he wasn't crying. I couldn't figure out why he was praying for every last second he was on this earth. He acted like he was just going to be bust out of there.
He acted like he would come home and be perfectly fine.
He acted like us when we first got together.
"You will always be my broken infinity. The one who's not afraid to cuss at her dad. Or punch me. Or tell me how stupid I am. The one who cried at my feet when your mom died. The one who's not afraid to make out with me in public. The one who is my partner in crime. The one who's going to get a tattoo for me. The one who's promised me she would never leave when here I am leaving. The one who's smile will light up my whole day. The one who, is mine." Hadley said. Tears streamed down his face. I could tell from the charts his heart beat was slowing down the past couple of hours.
"I love you so much." He said again. I cried really hard and so did he. Then he took a deep breath and opened up the book the fault in our stars. He began reading chapter 1 and I breathed heavily. He's mine.
(I'm actually crying right now guys. I make myself cry. I am such a bad writer. OMG, if your still reading and I got your attention and your just my friend, you don't have to keep reading. Thanks for 600 reads. Okay. I need to go and stop crying. Thank you so much. I love you guys all so so much."
