Selfharm/depressed/Dark poems

Part 58

Well it's been a little while :b I need you guys ♡

-Flowers in her hair,

Demons in her head,

Drugs in her veins,

Madness in her mind,

Love in her soul,

Storm in her heart.

-When you wear a mask for so long you forget who you were beneath it.

-But where do you go when sleep doesn't fix you?

Sometimes I wish someone would see threw my mask.. I smile and laugh alot but when I'm away from everyone and I'm alone, I don't feel so okay anymore..

I still think about cutting and suicide alot but I can't even talk to anyone.. everyone just gets hurt.. they don't know how to help... sometimes all I ever need is a tight hug. But nope.. they blame themselves and say they weren't good enough.. I feel so horrible.. my boyfriend makes me happy but I don't love myself and I wish he would understand that not everyone can be fixed so easy, I know it's been over 10 months but I can't seem to stay happy, I'm such a broken person..

I hope you all are staying strong ♡ I know it's hard but we can do this! <3