'Do you know why you are suspended from ceiling krasivaya?' he whispers in my ears and wipes the sweat dripping from my neck due to the trepidation and exhaustion.
'Answer me,' he verbally expresses as he circles my quivering body gradually, his eye...
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"Is she here yet?" "How long will it take ?" for the million times I asked this to Augustin.
"No yet Bella" and he patiently replied every single time, I knew I am getting on his nerves, but I could not help it.
I wanted to personally pick her up from the airport, but something inside me could not have the courage to look at my broken sister, her shallow eyes, and her robotic answers to all my questions.
I know she is in pain, she does not want to talk about it, but she refuses to talk about anything, I am so desperate to hug her and say everything is alright but something is stopping me.
Maybe her void and numb behavior, makes my heart bleed, but I cannot blame her for that, what she suffered something unexplainable and so cruel which could easily snatch someone's will to live.
Apart from pain and grief, she is hiding something from me, but I could not crack what is that? My Katherine was never good at hiding things but now she hides everything that's what I believe.
After today, I am really hoping that she forgets every single thing about that vile man existent like he is just a part of her bad dream and now she is awake and the dreadful dream is gone.
And then she accepts me her sister with open hands just like before, no doubts no secrets, I desire just her love and acceptance just like before, I want her to compliant, her to yell at me, throw tantrums, her need to have everything on her palm, I will again spoil her with all love and happiness.
I and Katherin do not share the same bloodline, but she is my everything, she means the world to me.
I couldn't help but smile remembering the beautiful time we spent in the orphanage and that little time we had in our house, the bond I shared with her no one else would ever understand, our inside jokes, our joys and pain, our insecurities.
I just know one thing I love her with all I have and nothing would ever change that.
"Bella you need to calm down, I can hear your heartbeats, why are you so worried about anything"? Augustin questions, bringing me back to reality, making me realize that I am not alone in the room.
"I..I. don't know" I stuttered, replied cluelessly, I myself don't know why am I worried, I know for the fact that with Augustin with me, everything is under control, but something inside me provokes me to think that the worst is yet to come.
"What is with the stuttering, Bella?" his jaw clench at the questions, he despises it when I stutter no matter what the reason is, he hates me weak and vulnerable.
"You won't fucking feel sorry for yourself, don't underestimate yourself, you are no more little broken girl, I made you fucking strong woman, my woman " he is clearly pissed at my behavior.
