Best Friend || Tommy

Part 23

I woke up again, due to the fact my phone made a chime noise, the time was about 4am.

I open my phone and see it was Tommy

"Hey, you're probably not awake; just wanted to say good morning since I just woke up! Hope you have a good day! <3"

I got a warm fuzzy feeling in my stomach and texted him back

"Bold of you to assume I'm asleep. Good morning! Have an amazing day! <3"

I smile and turn my phone off, staring at the ceiling

He's only with you because of your brother

What? No

Do you think he would've notice you if you weren't related to Clay? A boring blonde that has no skills

Shut up

You don't have any cool factors about yourself though

Stop. I can play guitar

That changes nothing

A lot of people can play guitar, you're not special

I'm known for guitar, he would've noticed me

No, everyone tells you that you're only famous for your brother

You do get a lot of comments saying that

Shut up

Can't handle the truth?

"Leave me alone!" I yell, shit. I didn't mean to yell out loud

"What? Huh? You ok?" Clay jumps up and is by my side in a second since we were both in the living room, having fallen asleep from watching a movie

"Yeah, yeah, yeah" I repeat until I believe it and can come up with a lie, "bad dream"

"Wanna talk about it?" He asks, looking scared and tired

"I don't remember it, I'm just a gonna go use the bathroom" I get up, clutching my phone, and walk into the bathroom

When I turn on the lights I look like a fucking vampire, I'm pale and have eye bags, and my hairs a mess

Oh well

I open safari and do something I was told to never do, try to see what's wrong with me

"This includes traumatic life experiences, feelings of stress or worry, or mental health problems such as schizophrenia or bipolar disorder. Sometimes, hearing voices can be due to things like lack of sleep, extreme hunger, or due to recreational or prescribed drugs."

The list kept going

Schizophrenia
Psychosis
Bipolar disorder
And many more

Wow, you really think this is the answer? Just accept that you're a freak

I'm not.

You are, you're hearing voices

There has to be a better explanation.

Is there? Or are you just fucked up

How am I supposed to live like this, I just want to sleep.

Take some pills

Why are you helping, aren't you supposed to ruin my life

I'm logical. Take some sleeping pills; there's probably some in the cabinet