New Emotions | Bokuakakuroken

1. Love

Kenma's POV

"Kenma.."

ZzzZzz...

"Hey, wake up!"

Zzz.. hm?

"KENMA!"

"AGH!"
I stand upright in my bed to find a grinning boy with messy hair staring down at me. "what is it?" I rubbed my eyes. "Your gonna be late for your class if you don't hurry up." I look to where he's pointing, the clock, which shows 8:47 as the time. "So what? Can't I just skip today-" I slowly slump back into my bed, while my head starts sinking into the pillow. "Nope, now come on!" I suddenly feel a fierce tug at my blanket. "Kuroo, don't do that!" He shakes his head, "You need to get ready!" he shouts. Grabbing a pillow from my bed, I quickly throw it at him, and cover my head with the blanket. I hear a sigh from the other side of the room before a door closing.

I peek from the comfort of my bed to make sure he left, before slowly crawling out and looking in the mirror. "agh, again.." his face had turned slightly red. This happened almost always whenever he's around Kuroo, it also happens with two others, which surprised him. He tried to lose feelings a while ago, but continuously failed. He decided to just live with these feelings, who knows? Maybe they felt the same way.

yeah, no way in hell.

I slipped on a medium sized tee shirt and pants before stashing my switch in my bag and heading out. As I headed out of the dorms, I noticed Kuroo, Bokuto and Akaashi waiting for me outside, talking about some stuff I couldn't hear. "Kenma!" Bokuto called out. Kuroo turned around and Akaashi followed, with a light smile on his face. "Hey there, you ready?" I nodded and we all headed to the halls. While they talked, all I could think of was,

Holy fuck I'm gay. Yeah, %110.

I felt a rough pat on my head, and before we realized it we we're already at kuroo's classroom. "I'll see you guys later, alright?" He sent out a small wave, before heading into the noisy room. I felt a little tickle, but just ignored it for the time being. "See ya tetsuro!" Bokuto exclaimed. I looked up again to see his happy smile, and felt it again. "Hey kenma, why does your face look so red? are you-"
"Fine! Don't worry Bo." I cut him off, making sure to reassure him so he hopefully doesn't overthink it too much. "Are you sure?" He stared at my face for a long time, before giving me a semi-wide smile. "Alright, I trust you!" Bokuto steadily started going ahead of us, while akaashi caught up quite easily. "Thanks for trying to reassure him kenma. I appreciate it."

"It's no problem, I don't want him getting worried about me." He flashed me a genuine smile, before turning his head to find bokuto waving over. "Over here Agaashi!" He rushed into the class, waving to me before quickly following Bo. I ended up alone and walking to class myself, thinking about all my feelings. If I have feelings for all of them, what do I do? What if they don't wanna be in a relationship like that? What if- "Ow!" I rubbed my head excessively, I ended up hitting myself in the head with the door.

Gosh, feelings can be so damn annoying sometimes.