chapter 28

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"joel i can explain"

"you still love him"

"i'll just leave you two alone" dana says and walks out of the apartment leaving me and joel alone

the tension was strong the atmosphere wasn't the same anymore it was tense i knew that a fight was about to come on

"you never loved me did you"

"joel listen i did okay i did love you but-"

"your love for him was greater" joel says with glossy eyes so clear he looked broken, i bow my head down and whisper

"i'm sorry"

"it's okay i knew what i was getting myself into when i asked you to be my girlfriend i knew you still had feelings for him i guess i just thought that maybe i could make you forget about those feelings for him and make you love me"

"but i did love you joel"

"but not like how you love him"

"i'm so sorry joel i really am i didn't mean to hurt you but i realized about these feelings towards erick too late and that's my fault i'm so sorry"

"it's okay it's not your fault it's mine i should've given you time for you to have closure but i was so scared that erick would steal you from me again"

"i meant every second of us being together i was truly happy with you"

"but being with him would make you happier"

"yeah.." i whisper he grabs my head and kisses my forehead and his tears start coming out

"i'm just glad i was able to make you happy" seeing him like this breaks my heart

"you really did make me happy joel" i say as my voice cracks and i start crying

"so i guess we're over, huh?" joel says

"yeah.." i say and he pulls me into a hug

"i love you" joels whispers to me and strokes my hair gently

"i love you too joel" joel kisses my head and rests his chin on my head then we hear barking and we break our hug and clean our tears and giggle at the fact that we forgot zylo was here

"what're we gonna do about zylo?" i ask

"you can have him, i'm gonna need time to recover" he says with a weak smile

"are you sure?" i ask in a soft tone

"yeah take him he'll be in good hands"

"okay" i say and we hug again

"go tell erick how you feel before he leaves then it'll actually be too late"

"what? are you crazy? he's with amanda they're happy together"

"yeah but he's in the same situation that we were in"

"what do you mean?"

"he loves her but not like how he loves you"

"i don't know i mean they're moving to italy together thats says a lot"

"just go or at least go tomorrow"

"we'll see"

"you better or else i'm gonna be mad" joel jokes

"hahah yeah okay i will"

"okay bye"

"bye joel"

"bye zylo" zylo barks and then joel walks out and i head to bed and go to sleep with zylo on my bed with me















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"bye zylo" zylo barks and then joel walks out and i head to bed and go to sleep with zylo on my bed with me•••••••••••••••_______________________________

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