y/n a very anti-social person she moved out of her house to go to her dream school NYU and moves in with her cousin dana, y/n wakes up one day and runs into erick.
erick a very social person very flirty he visits NY for a shoot him and the boys wer...
i walked out of ericks apartment room with tears i don't know why i feel this way tho, like i'm with joel but the fact of seeing erick with someone else lowkey bothers me and now i find out he's moving to italy with her?!
i get in the car with richard, me and him are really close i tell him everything
"okay let it all out" he says and i nod and start crying
"why is he leaving? i'm so stupid i should've given him another chance" i say crying
"hey it's okay it's not your fault"
"yes it is richard, he begged me to give him another chance but i didn't"
"no it's not your fault it's his because he hurt you and you were just protecting your heart from going through that heartache again"
"i guess you're right, but i should come clean to joel and tell him how i feel"
"yeah you should he'll understand"
"can i confess something to you?"
"go for it"
"gabriel's party in california erick came into the room where i was changing and he said 'you don't want him, you want me deep down you know it doesn't matter how many times you deny it' and he was right but i didn't want to admit it because i was so mad at him and then he kissed me and i enjoyed that kiss but i felt dirty for liking it"
"bro how come you tell me this now i thought we were besties" richard jokes making me laugh
"i'm sorry i just felt so dirty when i did that"
"it's okay shawty don't worry about it but you need to come clean to joel, he'll understand"
"yeah i know he will, thanks richard" i say with a smile
"no problem shawty, now let's get you home"
"mkay" richard starts the car but first we go to tropical cafe to order some smoothies
richard and i both got the blimey limey, i felt nice about telling richard everything he comforts me and understands me he never judges me he's a great best friend
" alright shawty ya llegamos"
"thank you richard"
"don't worry about it"
"bye"
"bye" i get out of his car and make my way to my apartment room sit down on the couch and turn the tv on and watch to hot too handle since they came out with a new season
i was home alone dana isn't here yet, i finished my smoothie and go throw the cup into the trash can in the kitchen and i decided to go change into something more comfy since it's 8:27pm and i don't think ima be going out
i changed into some adidas shorts and a normal black t-shirt. i go back to the living room to continue watching to hot too handle, i sit down on the couch and lay down and cover my body with my blanket
bit by bit my eye lids start feeling heavy next thing i know i fell asleep
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i hear someone knock on the door so i get up to go open it and i see erick there at the door, he starts walking towards me and i keep on walking back
"what are you doing here?" i ask in a soft tone as he traps me between a wall and him and he closes the door and doesn't answer my question he grabs me from the back of my neck gently and pulls me in for a kiss
i didn't deny it i went with the flow i kissed him back, i put my arms around his neck and he puts his arms around my waist as we start making out
he breaks the kiss and looks at me, i jump and wrap my legs around his waist and his hands grab my ass and we continue making out as he makes his way to the couch
he sits down on the couch placing me on top of him and continue making out, he breaks the kiss again and looks at me and gently takes my shirt off and admires my body
he kisses me again and then lays me down on the couch and he's on top and takes his shirt off and starts kissing my neck and shoulders and chest
he then unclipped my bra and i unbutton his jeans and we start making out again, as we were making out he was slowly taking my shorts off
when he took them off he took his jeans off, got back down and kissed my stomach making his way to my panties, he took my panties off with his teeth slowly, he was getting ready to eat me out when i woke up
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i woke up because of that dream, what the hell why did i just have that dream? maybe i should tell erick how i really feel about him before he leaves
i hear the front door opening and i see dana come in
