𝐂𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐘 𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐕𝐄 | 𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐖𝐀𝐘 𝐗 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑

Six

Includes smut. Not with Gerard. Trigger warning (?)
-Y/N's POV-
I woke up, I fucking my alarm.
I got up,instantly running over to the bathroom to put on makeup. I did what I did last night, expect a little bit more.
I styled my hair into a braid, adding a pink bow in my hair.
I then put on a black Lacey crop top and black tights on along with some black ripped shorts on. I put on a white cardigan, to hide my scars.
I added my black heels on and sighed.
"What if people are really surprised?"

'Well of course they will.'

"In a good way?"

'Probably not.'

I walked down the stairs.
"What are you doi- oh, are you going somewhere?" Mom asked.
I rushed out the door before I could say anything.
No breakfast, like usual.
I put on my sunglasses to avoid any people staring at me.
"And who is this lovely lady?" I instantly recognised to voice.
Chris.
I didn't say a word.
"And where are you heading off to, honey bun?" I cringed at his words.
"School." I said quietly but harshly.
"Ooh have a temper to we?" He wrapped his hand around me.
"Get off me Chris." I spat.
"Y/N?" Chris instantly froze.
I stared at him.
"What caused you to change?" He smirked.
I didn't respond.
"Okay Y/N. If you're not gonna talk, you better become my girlfriend then."
I froze, my eyes widened.
No.
No, no, I can't!
"No!" I frowned.
"Do it or I'll beat your face in." He grabbed me, holding me still.
"You better do what I say. You're with me now. No with you're friends anymore. You're gonna bully you're friends. DO. WHAT. I. SAY."
I nodded my head quickly.
"Now act like my girlfriend. Act like the other girls. Bitchy. Slutty." He smirked. "Be my girlfriend. Act clingy, be moaning all the time, kissing."
"And other stuff." He winked.
I let out a frustrated sigh.
"Never talk to your loser friends again. You understand?"
I nodded.
"Put on a smile."
I smiled as he pulled me closer into him, holding me by the waist.
"Who's this?" Chris's friend, Alex said.
"Y/N."
"What! But she's emo!!" Alex said, taken back.
"She's changed. She got out of her phase. She's good now." Chris said.
Alex smiled. "Cool."
Alex didn't seem that bad really.
Much better than Chris so far.
"Come meet my friends." He sat me down at a table with Alex, Steve, Dan, Mark, Jack and Dylan.
Chris explained what happened to me, how I got out my 'phase' and I was completely different to the boys and the girlfriends of the boys.
He held me close by his side.
The bell soon rang.
Art.
I had Gerard in that class.
Shit!
But also one of the Girlfriends of Chris's friends, Rachel.
(Sorry if your name is Rachel.)
I was also the chair behind Gerard.
Great.
I walked with Rachel to the class.
"Amy's such a bitch, y'know?" She chewed her gum.
"Want some?"
"Thanks." I said, taking the gym and popping it in my mouth. She carried in talking about random shit when we finally arrived at class.
"Why are you two late?!" The teacher shouted at us.
"Sorry sir." We both said sitting down.
Rachel was two seats away from me.
We opened are sketch books. We were meant to do a drawing on how we felt.
Well.
Halfway through the lesson.
I drew a girl, in the darkness.
She had a candle in front of her, which was not on fire anymore.
She didn't have any emotion spread across her face.
I heard a pencil drop.
"Oh, Can you get that for me, please?" Gerard said.
He hadn't talked to me this lesson, he probably didn't recognise me.
I didn't talk for five seconds.
"Ew, emo, why are you talking to her?" Rachel spat at Gerard.
No.
Let him live.
"I-I dropped my pencil." He stuttered.
My heart broke.
"Do it yourself fag." Rachel said walking back to her place.
He stood up and began to pick it up when I grabbed the pencil and gave it to him, my head down.
"T-thanks. J-just wondering w-why are you sitting in Y/Ns place.?"
My heart sank.
"Sh." I said.
Why did i shush him? Not sure.
"W-who are you?" He asked.
No! Well he'll find out sooner or enough.
The bell rang. Thank fuck.
I left my sketchbook open.
I knew I shouldn't have.
Rachel held my hand as it was now lunch.
--
We sat round the table.
Chris by my side again.
Chris whispered in my ears. "You're coming to mine tonight."
I shivered.
I smiled. "Okay."
He kissed the top of my head.
Disgusting.
We walked down the hallway in our big 'gang'.
"Oh look who it is!" Chris looked at Gerard at Frank.
No.
NO!
"Cmon, lets kick them." Chris whispered in my ear.
I dared not to let a single tear roll down my cheek.
"Shut up. Is this another slut of yours?" Frank pointed at me.
My heart shattered.
Please.
"Don't you dare!" Chris spat on Frank.
Dylan was already holding Gerard by the locker.
I looked over.
He was staring at me.
Had he noticed who I am?
"Y/-"
"Shut up!" Dylan threatened Gerard.
Chris shoved Frank into the locker.
"We have rat boy here then." Chris smirked at Gerard.
Gerard stared at me.
I looked back st him through my sunglasses.
Chris threw a punch at Gerard, leaving a black eye on Gerard.
Dylan kicked Gee in the shin, making him fall.
"Don't... please.." Gerard was in full fright mode.
"Cmon babe!" Chris said.
Babe.
"No." I whispered to him.
"Babe." He said more seriously.