babashook

I am not stunning or good looking, just the right height and a little toned - I have a great personality (go ask my friends!) but I'm still insecure. But when you see me, you wont feel that I am. According to the few, I have a great sense of humor. I'm witty but my grammar sucks (at least I have an accent!). I have problems with commitments, many, and such like many people have cried over my name and cursed it, I've been bad and I'm still paying for it. I have an issue with people who just take me for granted.

All my life I have been trying to adjust to the standards of the people around me, I don't really get to do anything that I want because of the fear that I might disappoint them (superiors). But I'm tired of doing that. I realized that life is too short and I shouldn't be wasting it in my nonsense quest for the approval of others. It's about time that I live my life in my own choices, without any restraints from others. I don't want to stop myself from being happy anymore. From now on I will live my life in the way that I imagine it and not in the way that others want me to live it. I know someday I will meet the person that will complete me. I'll be patient! I will just wait for you until you come into my life, and by the time that you came I'll make sure that you will like me, that I'll be worth fit for you. I know you're just out there, and I'm just here waiting for you. You probably wouldn't like me so stop here. Some people call me rude and evil. I just think that I do and say what I think. Call that mean if you want. I don't care. I like to sit back and watch people before I decide to get to know them. This seems to make people think I'm arrogant. Well, after all it is my world, I can decide if you live in it. I'm unworthy, unfortunate soul, in madness screams. I can be silent and unnoticed, waiting for the right moment to whisper my secrets, my past or scream my anger. I'm the queen of obscure references, regent of the right brain, the princess of dark