Catbug!

I am Kat. And I'm an Anglophile, reading obsessed, TV addicted, skyrim newbie who is currently spending every waking minute of her life living someone else's. Confused? I mean, I read all the time, if I'm not reading then I'm watching tv,  if not that I'm playing some sort of role playing video game. Clearly, I enjoy pretending to be other people.

 But who am I? Well, I'm an almost straight A student, (dam stupid A-) who enjoys procrastinating. I also blunder at anything social, miss book characters as if they were my own family, walk around like a zombie, and enjoy naps as much as any true cat would. 

I am a bit over confident in my smartness abilities and I'm sure my exams will suffer for that. I haven't studied for a test in my life and now I'm starting too, and I have no idea how. 

I have so many book ideas jammed in my head but when ever I try to write it seems like they are just out of reach, or it all comes flowing out all at once and I only can write one word at a time and my writing sucks. I try so hard. I just need motivation and to tell you the truth I'm about as motivated as a rock. 

I don't expect anyone to really read this. 

I'm very self conscious but not about my appearance and more about my awful personality. I have a temper, am lazy, selfish, and a bit of a slob. Maybe I'm being a bit hard on myself, but idc. 

One last thing, I enjoy art. Not as much as I use too, but I just need to get inspired again. I mostly do realism and whenever I try to do anything manga/anime like it looks like shît. 

UPDATE: I've found inspiration once again in art. My art teacher no longer steals my creativity but helps me strive for it! Yay for good teachers!! Also: When ever I feel any strong emotion, (Ex nervousness) I draw lots of little doodles on paper. The darker the lines or drawing the more upset I am or uncomfortable. (math class homework is full of dark dramatic doodles. 
UPDATE FINISHED. 

So.....Welcome? 


Be my friend? :)