kxllua_z

You ever realise how much you’ve changed as a person through your Wattpad library of 2 years ago

Nlesukia

Hello,
          
          I just want you to know that I enjoyed reading you Carmen & Gray: A Tale of Two Thieves (Book 1) and Carmen & Gray: A Tale of Two Thieves (Book 2). And now I am waiting for next book because I really enjoyed reading them.

kxllua_z

i'm not dead
          but i almost was lol
          i'll explain later
          
          anyways now that i'm back im gonna speedwrite c&g because i fOUND THE DRAWING OF THE FINAL SCENE I DID ALMOST 3 YEARS AGO SO THAT'S MY NEW MOTIVATION
          
          well i'll publish it before i go back to school on september 4th so look forward to that i guess lol
          and yes i do feel bad that i didn't publish on may 26th like i said but i was in the hospital for like a month and a half as of may 25th and then i had a bunch of stuff to prepare for school and i had vacation for a week so yeah here we are

kxllua_z

ILL EXPLAIN TO YOU GIMME A SEC
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-cxndied-

@kxllua_z
            YOU’RE ALIVE
            how were you almost dead?
            why were you in the hospital?
            you don’t have to answer these btw i just wanna know if you’re okay
            
            ARE YOU OKAY?
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ScarlettBlackDaisy

Just noticed you've given my story a chance. So I'm dropping by to let you know that I truly appreciate it and hope you'll find my work worth-it. Feedback and comments are more than welcome. Once again, thank you so much for making my day better ❤️

kxllua_z

just for reference as to HOW unmotivated i am to write C&G because I'm not into it whatsoever anymore:
          I've written 3 hypnosis mic fics and 1 genshin fic in the last week 
          * - *
          I'm sorry I'm trying to want to write but if I cant want to write about a show I don't watch anymore its pretty hard to write good content T*T 
          
          I'll figure it out before the end of the month tho...
          
          (still have to figure out how to explain to my therapist that I've been aware that I'm part of a system for the past 4 months or so now * - *)