Void

My name is Void. I am a writer.    

I love you.
I love you so damn much.
But I have to hide it.
Hide everything
Because you love her.
And I'll accept that.
Because I'd rather be there as your friend than not at all.

(To everyone who knows what it feels like to drown in your own tears) This is one of my poems. 

I'm lost. 
My head feels like its about to explode.
And my movement's slowed. 
I can't breathe,
And suddenly I feel my heart bleed. 
What have I done to deserve this?
My soul is breaking into tiny little pieces
yet the amount of hope I have left still increases.
How can I let him take me down like this?
How can I let someone crush my whole being with just a word?
I feel on the brink of collapsing, 
what's the point.
What's the point of falling in love if he isn't even going to catch me?
And yet I stay. 
Because maybe there is a way.. 
Maybe he'll turn to me and say the words that I've been wishing for all this time
" I love you"
But that's the problem. 
That word maybe, breaks me down little by little.
Until there's nothing left. 
Until I can't wait for him anymore.